Water
by elfin
Frantic, eyes wide, chest
heaving, air leaving him faster then he could suck it in.
It felt like he was drowning, his insides
screaming, throat on fire. He was
staring at his hands where they clawed into his brother's soaking
shirt, and wondered
abstractly why he couldn't feel his own fingers. But
he could feel Dean's. They were digging
into his shoulders,
translating the raw terror in the mirrored expression into physical
touch, into
what might have been pain if he'd cared enough about it.
"It's
coming
back." For a moment Dean's words
didn't translate into any actual, real meaning in Sam's brain. He heard the panic, though, and he knew what
it meant before he realised what his brother had said.
"Sam…"
The water, because as far as they
knew and as ridiculous as it sounded that's what it was - possessed
water -
flowed back towards them from both sides, along the tunnel, sloshing up
the
curved walls in its rush to reach them.
The spray hit them first, a single hammered heartbeat before the
tide
was upon them. But unlike last time,
when it had dragged them both under, it only took Sam, leaving Dean
standing as
his brother was ripped from his grip and swallowed by the flood.
Sam
fought it. The water was heavy, thick;
pushing at his sealed
lips, into his nose but not running down his throat. It
crushed his chest as it pulled him under
and held him there, taunting, just inches from the surface. He could see Dean yelling, hear the muffled
screams before the water crept into his ears and blocked the sound. He struggled against the grip of it, trying
desperately to lift his head to the surface, to get air before his
burning
lungs exploded. But the water was
holding tight, like a thousand soft fingers gripping him, and his mind
was just
starting to catch on to what his body had already worked out; this
thing was
drowning him, and there was nothing he or Dean could do about it. There was nothing to burn this time - how did
you kill water?!
He couldn't hold his
breath
any longer. Air was escaping through his
nose in tiny bubbles and once it was all gone there would be nothing
left. Open his mouth and there would only
be the
water, only the same wall of water that was pressed into his nostrils
and
ears. No way he could breathe through
that. He was going to die.
He flailed with his hands under the surface,
desperately searching for something to give him leverage against the
suction of
the water, something to pull up against or push down on, to give
himself a
chance, something… anything.
Something warm settled
over
his mouth. A cry lodged in his throat,
making him choke, and his eyes flew open in his clear liquid
surroundings. He stopped struggling. Dean's lips were over his and for the single
most bizarre moment of his life he thought his brother was kissing him
as he
died. Then his brain caught up, and he
opened his mouth. Second-hand oxygen
filled his lungs and relief flooded through him. One
of his hands clutched at Dean's hip,
index finger hooking through the belt loop of wet jeans, so that when
his
brother's head lifted away he kept that lifeline.
He fought to relax, to
slow
his heart rate, not to use up the oxygen Dean had given him too quickly. But still it felt like an hour before a hard
mouth was covering his own again and he was parting his lips to receive
the air
into his lungs. Then all of a sudden he
was being pulled further down, the back of his head hitting the floor
of the
low, narrow tunnel. He clamped his mouth
shut as he was yanked away from Dean but a second later his brother was
back
with him, breathing into him, a foot or so below the surface of the
water. How long could they keep this up? He'd lost his grip on the belt loop, but
Dean's fingers had followed his hand and they were twisted with his
own, reassuring
him, promising him. He wasn't
alone. His brother wasn't going to let
him die.
Through everything
they
witnessed, everything they battled against, they both held tight to
that stark,
impossible promise to one another.
Neither of them would ever leave the other alone.
Dean was all he had. He was all Dean had.
It took all his
strength not
to clasp hold of his brother's short hair when the next lungful of air
was
delivered. He held on awkwardly to the
fingers wrapped around his hand and staved off the panic as best he
could.
Without warning the
flood
subsided. The water flowed away from
them as fast as it had arrived, just like the last time, receding back
through
the tunnels in both directions. Mouth
wide, Sam dragged in a couple of deep, relieved breaths and Dean pulled
him to
his feet, catching him as he pitched forward, head spinning, ears
ringing, a
darkness at the edges of his vision threatening to overwhelm him.
"Stay with me, Sammy."
Dean's arms wrapped
around him as he pressed his face into his brother's neck
and found his balance, breathed in and out slowly until the threat of
collapse
passed. Finally he managed to force the
word 'thanks' out of his throat and over his lips but Dean just gripped
him
harder. He understood the sentiment but
it had to wait.
"We have to get out of
here before it kills us."
He pulled away gently
at the
same time as Dean pushed him back.
"Yeah." For a second
his brother didn't seem to be able to look him in the eyes. "Any bright ideas?"
They'd run after the
first
attack, as fast as the drag of just those few inches of water in the
bottom of
the tunnel would allow. It was almost
sticky,
almost… almost as if it was making a grab for them with weak, plump
fingers
each and every step they took. As yet they
hadn't found an exit. The way they'd
come in wasn't an option - swept from the sewer they'd been
investigating -
searching for a deadly stench - straight down a wide pipe, a sheer drop
into
the deep tunnels they were now in. Even
if they could get back to the spot where they'd landed, there was no
way back
up that pipe.
"We carry on. We don't have any choice."
Dean nodded and
started
forward, leading the way. They were both
dripping wet. It was disturbing to
realise that whatever was in the water was coating them too, all their
hair,
over their skin, under their clothes.
Something was touching them everywhere, in the most intimate
places, and
it was making Sam's hairs stand on end. He
wanted them both outta here, wanted nothing more than a hot, innocent
shower in
water that wasn't trying to kill him.
He tripped. No, that wasn't right. Something
grabbed at his foot, just for a
second, so that he fell forward but regained his balance before going
face-first into the water. Catching his
breath he straightened just in time to see Dean turn to check on him. Sam's brain helpfully slowed everything down,
playing it out in slow-mo. He watched
the concern on his brother's face turn to surprise and shock as he
dropped
backwards, looking for all the world like he'd slipped but Sam knew
better. He went down so fast and Sam
heard the sickening crack of Dean's skull against the concrete floor
before the
flow of the water suddenly increased as it quickly rose to cover the
gasping
mouth and blinking eyes.
"DEAN!"
Half
a second later, he was
gone, the water carrying him away, off down the tunnel, and Sam was
following
as fast as he could; half-running, half-swimming, shouting his
brother's name
whenever he had enough breath in his lungs to do it.
The tunnel rounded a
slow
corner, and in the side of the curved wall about ten meters from them
Sam saw a
dark patch, a patch that as they were swept along became an alcove, or
a door,
or something that at least wasn't wall.
And there was a step. Two
steps. Maybe more. As
they came hurtling towards that one
possible escape, Sam leapt, made a grab for Dean's foot and caught a
grip on
one sneaker which he quickly shifted upwards to his brother's ankle
before the
shoe could come off in his hand. At the
same time he reached out with his other arm and snagged the step that
extended
out less than four inches into the tunnel itself. His
shoulder was yanked hard as the water
tried to sweep him and Dean away with it, and at such an awkward angle
he
screamed with the pain. It wasn't about
to give up easily, and although it didn't exactly stop, turn and fight,
the
power of it, the strength, increased, pulling at Dean, testing Sam's
grip,
trying to wrestle its victim free.
And he wasn't getting
any
help. Either the bang of his head against
the tunnel floor had knocked Dean unconscious or he'd drowned in the
fast-flowing inches of water he'd been dragged through, tossed and
turned,
face-down half the time.
Tears ran from Sam's eyes over
his cheeks and into his mouth. He didn't
know he was crying until he tasted the salt of them.
His shoulder was going numb, his fingers
freezing with the effort of holding on but he refused to let slip even
a
millimetre of that socked ankle and finally, after a lifetime, an
ice-age, the
water let go, dissipated as quickly as it had done before.
Sam got himself up onto the step and dragged
his brother with him, pulling on his ankle before managing to get his
free arm
under the heavy shoulders, moving up another two steps into the solid
darkness
of the alcove and yanking the sodden body of his brother half into his
lap,
half onto the narrow but deep ledge.
"Dean?" Sam pressed trembling fingers to Dean's cold
throat, searched for a pulse, leaning over to press the side his face
to the still
chest. No pulse. No
heart beat. No breathing.
"DEAN!"
Kneeling up on a scarce couple
of square inches of concrete, Sam linked his fingers, one hand over the
other,
and leaning over he pressed the heal of the bottom hand two fingers'
width from
the base of Dean's sternum and leant his whole weight to depressing his
brother's chest.
He
counted in his head, 'one
one-thousand, two one-thousand, three one-thousand…', but on his lips
Dean's
name spilled over, again and again, four letters tumbling after one
another. Fifteen. He
stopped.
Reaching up he pinched Dean's nose, tipped back the dark,
dripping head
and breathed twice into his mouth, deep as he could.
"Dean, please…." Fingers linked, he
went back to the chest
compressions and again, fifteen later, breathed into Dean's mouth. Once.
Twice.
He was just fast enough to
prevent himself swallowing the water coughed up out of Dean's lungs. If it was water. It
came up as one long stream as Sam tipped
Dean's head to one side, and it remained on the step in a small
pathetic
puddle, separated from the whole. He
breathed, deep and hard, as he ran dancing fingers through Dean's wet
hair,
waiting, willing his brother to please stop choking.
It took a minute, but finally he was sure
that Dean had choked up everything but his lungs themselves. Sam pulled his shaking body up against him,
dropping to his ass on the hard, cold step, concrete pressing into his
back,
holding his brother awkwardly but so possessively that it wasn't until
Dean's
hands came to rest, trembling, on his arms, that he realised he was
stopping
Dean from breathing properly on his own.
"Sorry…." He didn't know how much more he could take. "Sorry."
"S'okay."
They
sat like that,
uncomfortable, dripping wet, both gasping and shaking and clinging to
one
another, until the strength returned to Sam's arms and legs and neck
and he was
able to turn to look up into the blackness behind them.
"We have to get out of
here," he murmured when he thought he could trust his voice again. As it was it sounded like rough, like he'd
swallowed sand paper.
"No
sure I can
walk." Dean sounded like he was
still chewing it.
"Walk or I'm carrying
you, either way we can't stay here."
"We're high enough up,
aren't we?" It sounded a little bit
whiney, but he deserved to sound that way minutes after being brought
back from
the dead.
Sam reluctantly
loosened his hold on his brother and with one hand flat against
the straight wall of the alcove, started to carefully rise to his feet. "It's water, Dean, not Daleks, it can
get up steps if it puts its mind to it."
"That… that's the
strangest thing you've ever said."
But Dean was using the step and Sam's leg to pull himself into a
standing position. "What's up
there?"
Sam
wasn't sure, but he
thought he could see light about five feet above them, back in the
distance. "I don't know."
He turned to Dean, saw how pale his brother's
face was even in the dim bluish glow from the tunnel.
"Walking or carrying?"
"Walking, but I think I'll
need a crutch."
They
climbed the steep steps
with Sam's arm around Dean's back, hand under his shoulder, Dean's arm
wrapped
weakly around Sam's waist. At the top
was a door. Metal, rusting, heavy, and
locked. Or at least, not opening as Sam
tried the handle.
"Sam?"
The
first words into his head
dropped from his tongue. "It's
okay, Dean, we'll get outta here."
"How many steps did we
come up?"
"What?" He glanced at his brother, wondering if his
head colliding with the concrete floor had had a permanent effect. But Dean's head was turned, eyes wide, and
when Sam followed his gaze he saw that the bottom three steps were
already
under the rapidly rising water.
"Fuck!" He re-energised
his attack on the door, kicking, shoving, concentrating, yelling….
"Sammy…." He
didn't have to look around to see the fear
in his brother's large eyes, didn't have to look down to see the water
lapping
at their shoes. Holding Dean, stepping
back, Sam kicked out with all his strength, all his passion, all his
love for
his brother who had almost died in his arms.
And it opened, revealing more steps upwards and a clear light
around a
second door at the top. Escape.
When
they got to the top,
kicked open that second door, he didn't think he'd ever been so happy
to see
the road.
~
They
lay in the motel room
that night, both of them on one of the two narrow, single beds, Sam
with his
back against the pillows, head dropped to the mouldy wall, his eyes
closed. Dean lay next to him, head on
Sam's chest, Sam's arm wrapped possessively around his shoulders. The elder Winchester brother was sleeping; soft, shallow breaths
against
Sam's shirt, recovering, healing. They'd
been to the hospital at Sam's insistence, where they'd both been
checked over
after a four hour wait. Two of Dean's
ribs were cracked and he had bruising where his brother had leant on
his chest
with his whole weight in order to save his life. The
doctor had wanted to keep him in over
night on account of his heart having stopped, but Dean had refused,
promised he
had a home to go to and that his brother was responsible enough to take
care of
both of them. The doctor seemed to know
he was lying, but let him go anyway.
Turning his face into Dean's
hair, he took a deep breath. They were
getting away from this place at dawn. The
water was still down there, still a threat, still waiting to kill
whoever
stepped foot in it. But not all
mysteries could be solved. How boring
would
the world be if there weren't poltergeists or spirits or demons to play
havoc
with the lives of the innocent people who lived on it?
Did Mars have ghosts, he wondered; were there
phantoms in space? Did astronauts have
nightmares?
Dean
shifted against him,
under his arm, and Sam loosened his hold just enough to let him,
tightened it
again when he settled. The movement had
pulled the short arm of Dean's T up over his bicep and Sam's hand
settled over
the muscle; easy and comfortable, tracing a light pattern across smooth
skin. As kids they'd played like any
siblings did,
fumbled with one another until they were old enough to have the rest of
the
worlds' sense of moral outrage, in perceived right and wrong. For a while they'd grown up, grown apart as
they'd made attempt at living their own lives… Sam more than Dean
apparently. And now they back together,
back to leading
the same life, back to being two fucked up kids who slept in the same
bed when
they were frightened. Back to those
little touches that had kindled that misunderstood fire all those years
ago.
Despite everything they saw,
all the horror they witnessed, the one and only thought that terrified
him was
the thought of losing his brother. Screw
the possessed water. It was a long way
underground, it wasn't hurting anyone.
They themselves had only found it accidentally.
Live and let live, he decided. In
the morning they'd get out of here, get in
the car and drive, find another town, another haunting to investigate,
another
malevolent spirit to track down; one that only turned on them when they
turned
on it.
Pursing
his lips, Sam pressed
a dry kiss to his brother's hair. I love you, Dean. In his
sleep, Dean responded by dribbling
on Sam's shirt, stiffening for a moment and farting, before relaxing
again to wrap
a tight arm over Sam's stomach. Rolling
his eyeballs under his closed lids, Sam smiled to himself, collecting
ammo for
the next 'no chick flick moments' standoff, or a time when he really
needed to
win an argument.
Reaching out blindly, he found
the button for the bedside light and flicked it downwards, plunging
them into a
relatively safe darkness.
fin
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