There But For The Grace Of God (missing Stream Of Consciousness from that episode - Jack)
by elfin
3rd Nov 2001



Our hands met and held on the video camera.

And there was something... something that hit me like a bolt between the eyes.

//Who the hell are you?  Why do I feel like I know you?  Why do I feel like... there's a whole world between
us and we'd cross time to reach one another?//

I look into his eyes, big blue eyes that seem to touch something deep inside of me.  I can feel him as if his
fingers are on my skin.  Suddenly I'm thinking about having him naked and crawling all over me,
kissing me, doing things... I have never imagined doing with a man.

My eyes are drawn to his mouth.  Full... luscious lips that must feel so good.  So beautiful... he's so
beautiful.

I feel like I'm drowning, falling into him.  A stranger.  With my fiance standing two feet away.

I'm having thoughts that I've never before entertained and they're all about this guy.

//Who the hell are you?//

I'm walking to my death to save someone I've known for two hours.  So why do I feel like I've known him
my whole life?  Why do I feel like he's the most amazing thing to ever happen to me?

Why is it those big blue eyes I'll have in my mind when that big honkin' Jaffa blows my insides all over
the grey metal walls of my base?

//Oh for the love of... why weren't you in my reality?//
 

fin



Abyss

Missing Scene from "Urgo" (we wish!)  PG-13

by elfin
11th Nov


"Woah!"

Daniel started, sitting up, pushing Jack back against the cushions.  Urgo was crouching on the floor in
front of them.

"I didn't know!" The annoying runt was up on his feet, jumping around.  "This is great!  I couldn't figure
out what your thoughts meant, because I was following Samantha around and we were playing scrabble
and stuff and...."  He noted their expressions, "Oh!  No, no no no, don't be embarrassed!  It's so sweet!"

Jack's glare could have cut through steel.  "If nothing else, Urgo, *this* is private."

But the shit-eating grin didn't fade from the bearded face.  "This is beautiful!  Is this your method of
procreation?  Which one of you carries the offspring?"

Jack glanced at Daniel, unable to keep the smile from his face at his lover's blush.  "Neither of us.  This
isn't procreation, this is sex.  Now fuck off."

Daniel dipped his head, leaning into Jack a little.  His arousal was starting to ache unbearably.

“Sex… pleasure!  You’re attempting to find pleasure in one another!  I can help!  I can make it… mind-blowing.”

Jack couldn’t help but smile privately, looking down and having to steer Daniel’s face upwards to see it mirrored on the other’s lips.

“It’s already mind-blowing,” he told the intruder smugly.  “And you’re making him all shy, so if you don’t mind…?”

“Are you sure?  I mean, honestly.  If I can make pie taste that good, just imagine what I could do with….”

“Go!”

Urgo rolled his eyes.  “All right, all right.  Your race can be so cranky.”

Jack watched him lope off out of the VIP suite.  He glanced at Daniel and they both took another look around.

“He’s gone.”  Jack leaned in, needing Daniel’s mouth back where it had been before they’d been so rudely disturbed.

But his Danny wasn’t so easily moved to action.  “You’re sure?”

“Sure I’m sure!  Come on, give it up!  I need you.  Please?”

Jack’s tongue licked along Daniel’s bottom lip, and he gave in, arching against his lover, arms going around his neck to hold him close.

*

In the canteen, Sam and Teal’c – luckily the only ones still eating at that time of night – sat up suddenly.

The long, luxurious flash of pleasure touched them both from tip to toe, spiralling out, sending shivers down their spines.

Sam sat back, eyes closed as the waves of afterglow settled over her.  When she did finally look up, she saw Teal’c, wide-eyed and glancing about him.

“What was *that*?” he demanded.

She could feel the heat in her cheeks.  “That was… err….  I would guess that was Daniel and the Colonel.”

Teal’c tipped his head, still looking more startled than she’d ever seen him.  “That is what they experience when they are together?”

“I would… guess.  Yeah.  Urgo must have….”  She trailed off, face creasing.  “If they ever find out….”

But Teal’c was already on his feet.  “They will cease and desist until Urgo is out of our minds,” he stated, and headed out of the canteen.

“Teal’c!”  But he didn’t look back.  She dropped her face into her hands and waited for the next shared sensation.  One that she suspected might be a heady mix of surprise, shock, anger and embarrassment.  Perhaps with a little arousal thrown into the mix.  Especially if Teal’c found them naked and lying together in the same afterglow she could feel now.

Smiling to herself, she sat back.  Maybe there was something good about this situation after all.
 

elfin