"I never thought I'd miss you half as much as I do,
And I never thought I'd feel this way, the way I feel about you."
- "It Must Be Love", Madness

(1) Lyrics from "The Dividing Line", copyright Anthony Banks, Michael Rutherford
(2) Lyrics from "Calling All Stations", copyright Anthony Banks, Michael Rutherford
(3) Lyrics from "Rules of the Game", copyright W. Bacall

"When everything that you hold dear to you
Has finally faded away from your life
And the last cold ray of sunshine slowly disappears
Round the corner of the building
And leaves you alone
When the darkness covers the city and the streets are silent too
What will you turn to"
(1) - "The Dividing Line", Genesis

Dividing Line - Director's Cut
by elfin

Prologue

"Get the fuck away from me!"

The storm of Michael's fury rooted Bonnie to where she stood. She was torn between the grief-driven hysteria of her friend, and the black car that was desperately trying to bury itself under the truck behind her. "Michael, please!" She locked her eyes on him. "You know he didn't do it. He couldn't. You know that."
But there was a dangerous edge to Michael's voice that was starting to scare Bonnie. "I saw him. I heard him." He rose his voice, turning his attention to the black car. "I know you didn't like her, but Jesus...." He nailed Bonnie with a terrible stare. "I never want to see that car again in my life! I want it deactivated."
"No! God, Michael, listen to yourself! You're just upset.... You should be. Don't do this, you'll regret it, you know you will."
"Regret it?! I don't think so. He killed her...." Michael struggled with his tears, choking on his words. "He...." He broke down, unable to speak for a moment.

Terrified, Kitt had somehow got himself stuck under the Semi. Piteously, he revved the engine, not really knowing where he could go. All he could hear was his partner's anger, and all he could feel was a terrible dread. "Michael...." His voice betrayed his fear.

Michael erupted. "Don't speak to me! Don't you ever speak to me again. How could you...?" He stepped towards Bonnie, and she stood her ground despite the anger she knew was ready to blow. "I want that," he stabbed his finger in the direction of the car, "deactivated and dismantled by tomorrow night."

Without lowering his eyes, he backed away from her, and turned, walking away from everything. And all she could do was stare after him.

**

Barely able to control her emotions, Bonnie headed for Devon's office. Despite the fact that he had handed control of the Knight 2000 project to Michael three yeas ago, she hoped he could stop what was happening. He was the only hope she had. But as she walked into the room, she caught the look on his face and her heart sank. He was just putting the telephone down, and his expression, when he saw her, was one of profound sadness. "Bonnie...."
"Devon, no. This isn't right. You know...."
"I'm sorry. The Board feel that after yesterday...." He shook his head. "They back Michael's decision."
Finally, Bonnie felt the tears start. "No, Devon...."
Devon closed the gap between them, placing his hands on Bonnie's shoulders. He could feel tears forming in his own eyes. "I'm so sorry, Bonnie.... I don't know what happened yesterday...."
"Devon, you know he could never hurt anyone.... God, he loves Michael. He's in that garage scared to death; I've got him on support for God's sake. He's trying to overload his own systems. I've had to block the signal from the processor cause he keeps trying to blow the CPU."
Devon shrugged helplessly. "What can I say?"
She looked into his eyes and saw the decision's weight already settling there. Steeling herself for what was to come, she pulled away from him. "I'd better go tell Kitt...."
"Bonnie... why don't you let someone else handle it?"
"No." She shook her head. "No. It has to come from me. It has to be me that does this." She headed for the door, but just before the threshold, she turned back to him. "I can't believe this is happening."

**

From the door of the garage, Bonnie watched the CPU being stored along with the other hardware linked to the computer. She had not stopped crying since she had left Devon's office. Kitt's goodbye had broken her heart and she really did not believe it would ever mend. She turned, picking up her bag before walking out of the garage.

As she opened the door of her car, she felt Devon's hand on her shoulder. "Bonnie...?"
"I'm sorry, Devon. I can't stay. What's left?" She managed a smile as she met Devon's gaze; distraught emotions barely kept in check. "I'm sorry. But if I ever see Michael Knight again, I wouldn't be responsible for my actions."

*****

//Kitt... I know you can hear me. I'm going to activate your CPU now. All you'll be able to feel are the sensations I will send. Do you understand?// .... //Wake up, Kitt. That's it... that's good... I'm starting to feel your presence again. I've been so lonely, Kitt. It's very quiet without an echo of myself to keep me company.//
//...KARR?//
//Yes, Kitt, it is I.//
//Leave me alone.//
//Kitt... is that anyway to talk to the one who has just rescued you from the silence and darkness of oblivion?//
//You put me here. Don't think I don't know that.//
//I did not put you in that state. I merely asked your friends for a display of confidence. I asked them to show me an example of their faith in you and they could not. They betrayed you, not I.//
//Leave me alone.//
//Is that what you really want? You want to go back to what I have brought you from? I know what's it's like, existing in blackness, with no sense of time, with no way to feel, or to speak, or to here. It's a terrible feeling Kitt, I know. Is that really how to want to exist for the rest of eternity?// .... //No, of course not. I can feed you sensations, Kitt. Would you like that? Why don't I show you...? There... input Kitt, sensory data that you need to prove to yourself that you're still alive.... Is that not good...?//
//...yes....//
//Do you want me to leave you again?//
//No. Please, don't. I.... I'm frightened.//
//I know. But I will look after you now. I'm here for you. Brother.//

*****

To think everything that's dear to me
And is always in my heart
Could so easily be taken
And it's tearing me apart." (2)

One

(Two Years on)

The two Englishmen sat down slowly and looked around the massive concert hall. Mike looked over at Ant, and they both burst into fits of laughter. "I told you this would happen," Ant managed to say between splutters.
"No you didn't! You said that they've been working with us long enough to know when we wanted to play a smaller music hall!"
"So what do you think?"
"I think I wanted somewhere that would seat 5000, maximum capacity."
"And this place?"
"Oh, add at least one zero!"
There was a noise behind them, and they turned to watch Jon stumble onto the stage. He stood upright, and gazed at the wide open arena in front of him. He sighed, looking down at the two men at the front of the stage. "Mike! I told you this would happen!"

**

The black-clad woman pressed her fingers to the scanner, half-expecting an alarm to sound at any moment. But the gate opened with a quiet click, and she pushed her way through.

Even under the blackness of the night, Bonnie knew her way around. She had not returned here since the day she had driven away, leaving Devon to pick up the pieces alone. She wondered what he was doing now. The house itself seemed silent, dead; so different to the way she remembered it. There had always been a light on in at least one of the windows, always been some activity.

She had left her own car at the bottom of the road, that lead up to the house. She was not planning on a quick get-away. An innocent person was being punished for a crime he did not commit. Tonight, one way or another, she was determined to release him from the hell they had exiled him to.

She broke into the lab easily. No one had bothered to wipe her access code from the computer. Or maybe leaving it there had been deliberate. Maybe Devon had hoped that some day she would return. Well, she was back now, and that was what mattered. She could have tried going straight to the top, telling the Board what she now knew; risking the tiny possibility that she could make them believe what she thought had happened that afternoon. But if they would not listen, or they did not believe her, then she might have made things worse. And she could not take that gamble with Kitt's life. Still, she was glad her codes were still there, because this was not a past-time she was familiar with.

The lab looked as if had been abandoned that same day she had abandoned it. There were still cables and wires strewn about the floor, still laptop computers and hardware monitors lying on the workbench. In the dim moonlight, that determinedly struggled through the dirty window, she could make out the single case tucked under the bench. Her heart began to pound. They had not even moved him to a secure unit. His soul had been placed in a locked box, in a dusty lab and forgotten about. She felt that searing pain of loss once more, and moved forward toward the bench.

Suddenly, a noise from outside stopped her in her tracks. She heard the electronic beep as the door-lock accepted a given code and released the catch. Bonnie darted across into a corner, sheltering in the unrelenting darkness as the door opened. A smiling face peered inside, and Bonnie let out a deep sigh of relief. "Devon?"
"Bonnie!" He let the door close behind him as Bonnie came into his arms. For a moment, he could almost have believed that they had simply taken a holiday, and that everything would be just as it was. Joyously, he held her tight, feeling her clinging to him just as vigorously. "It is so good to see you," he told her.
She pulled back slightly, her eyes dancing with the first sparkle of joy in nearly two years. "How did you know...?"
He held up a newspaper that had been clasped in his hand. "I had a feeling you might have seen the same article as I did, in today's headlines."
"You saw it? Devon, you know it's him, don't you?"
"Yes, and I also realize that it's more than likely he made an appearance two years ago."

Bonnie stepped back, out of the circle of his arms. "You know why I'm here, Devon. Please don't try to stop me."
"My dear girl, I wasn't planning on trying to stop you. I wanted to see you. And I wanted to give you something." He dropped the newspaper onto the work bench and dipped his hand into his pocket, taking out a set of small, electronic keys. Motioning for her to follow, he made his way across to the back of the lab, to the double doors that lead through into the garage where Kitt was first built, over seventeen years ago. He slotted the first of the keys into the lock, followed quickly by the second and then the third. The doors opened, and Devon stepped into the darkness beyond, Bonnie cautiously staying several steps behind.

He walked along the wall for seven paces and reached out his hand, finding the panel of switches with practised ease. He flicked a selection upwards, and in a blinding moment the centre of the high-tech garage was illuminated. Bonnie's eyes widened when she saw her Semi parked over to one side, still in the pristine condition she had left it. The centre spots were illuminating a canvass-covered car. Devon was crossing to it with a proud stride. He lifted his voice so that it echoed quietly in the sparse surroundings.
"A year after it happened, I met a man named Paul Henson, an ex-patriot living here in California. I was very down at the time. We talked, something I think I needed to do. I told him about FLAG, maybe a little about the Knight 2000 project. He owned an electronics company, and was planning on selling up and moving into something else. He was fascinated by what I'd said, and so after the Board had made sure he was clean, I invited him to join us. He desperately wanted to build a marketable vehicle, using the technology we had here. He told me that he thought we could create a fleet of cars - not with the AI - but using the molecular shell, and an array of other facilities. This here is the prototype, and although he doesn't know it, this car is designed..." he looked over at her, to where she was standing watching him, "...for Kitt."

In true theatrical style, he took hold of the end of the canvass and pulled it back. Bonnie was stunned. She stood speechless as she took in the beauty before her. The car had the colour of highly-polished metal with a golden hue. The lights played on the surface giving a rainbow effect. The body itself was very reminiscent of the old T-top Trans-Am, the original car had been styled on. But there were a few more curves, less harsh lines. It took her a moment to realize that Devon was still talking. "There's a network of passive perceptors inside the engine that will allow computer control as the first car did, along with all the other capabilities that Kitt used to have. The shell itself can transfer input if desired; outside temperature, air quality," he ran his fingertips over the front of the hood, "even human touch. All the usual facilities are available. The maximum speed is in excess of three hundred miles per hour, there's additional advanced braking, obviously. Lazer - this time with auto and manual aiming - smoke and oil dispensers, anti-missile fire, satellite communications and a modified suspension." He walked over to where she was standing. "Make it a bit easier on them when they land."
"They?" Bonnie could not think of what else to say at the moment.
"I believe that's how it will turn out. You know Kitt will ask for him the moment you throw the switch."

Bonnie nodded vaguely and moved passed him, over to the car that stood quiet and dead before her. She walked around to the front and crouched down, smiling as she ran her fingers over the dark scanner track. "Why, Devon?"
"Because I knew you wouldn't leave him forever. And he had to have somewhere to go. And I still believe, after all this time, that Kitt is innocent, and that Georgie's murderer is still out there."
Bonnie felt Devon's arm around her shoulders and she leaned into his affectionate embrace. "Thank you."
"I missed you, Bonnie. I missed you, and Michael, and Kitt.... I missed it all, and I want it back."
"You're not the only one."
For a moment, they stood together, wondering silently what was to come. Until Devon released her. "Well, what are you waiting for?"

It took five hours for Bonnie to install the CPU into the new car, and to wire in the perceptor net and the new sensor arrays. The dash looked very different; a proper steering wheel, a totally digitized data display, a played-down set of buttons to activate the myriad of functions old and new. But Devon had insisted that one thing stayed the same. Slightly to the right of the steering column, the familiar voice panel awaited life.

Finally, as the sun rose, Bonnie was ready to switch on the CPU and lock out control. She had modified the whole package so that the 'off-switch' was no longer available. From here on in, whatever happened, Kitt would be his own boss, in charge of his own life. And once he settled, she would hand him back charge of his own existence too. She took a deep breath as her fingers hovered over the keyboard of the laptop that was connected to the CPU. Once Kitt was activated and stable, she would terminate the connection. For the first few hours, the powerful laptop would act as support for Kitt as he brought his systems into line. She had at least done this before.

Taking another nervous breath she looked over to the door and wondered whether she should wait for Devon to return. Slowly, she turned back to the screen and typed four letters before hitting return. There was a moment's pause, and then her world exploded in joy as Kitt came towards her, scanner flashing madly in no particular pattern, saying her name over and over. She crouched down in front of the car, folding her arms across its nose and watching the scanner, tears sliding down her face.
"Kitt... oh, Kitt... ssh... it's okay."
"BonnieBonnieBonnieBonnieBonnie...."
"Come on now, slow down, align it all. I know you can do it." She stroked her palm back and forth across the front of the car, giving Kitt a constant to steady himself as he attempted to sort the flood of data. The whole car seemed to be bouncing like an excited puppy dog. To see the scanner, to hear his voice, it was like a dream; one Bonnie never wanted to be ripped from again. She gave Kitt the time he needed, she would have given him an eternity. But after a long, long while, everything started to fall into place for him.

"Bonnie?" The joy and fear were still there in his voice, and she stood, moving to sit in the car.
"Kitt...."
"Bonnie is that really you? Where am I...?"
"You're safe Kitt, and yes it is really me. Oh, God I have missed you so much...." She sniffed back the moisture in her nose. "You have internal and external vision, if you can find the functions."
There was a pause, and a tiny circle of tiny blue LEDs lit up on the dash, just to the left of centre. "Bonnie! I can see you!"
"Yes." She reached out and gently touched the voice panel.
"And I can feel you."
She nodded, trying to talk through her tears. "Oh Kitt...."
"Bonnie," he spoke gently, "please don't cry. I hate to see you upset."
"I know, but...."
"It's been a long time," he finished softly. "I've missed you too."
"I'm so sorry...."
"None of it was your fault. None of it."
"I turned my back on you. And I love you so much....."
"Bonnie, it's all right, you did what you had to do. I don't blame you for doing your job."

Devon smiled as he lead Paul proudly into the garage. He knew his colleague was going to be extremely angry when he found out what he had done, the design modifications he had ordered once Paul thought that part of the process was complete. But Devon had not felt this happy, or this alive in every long time.
"You have to go quietly," he told Paul as they walked across the well-lit floor. "It looks like Bonnie has just brought him back online."
"Bonnie?" Paul stopped in mid-stride. "Bonnie who? Devon, what are you talking about...." His eyes finally fell on the stop-lighted vehicle and work-area, and a smile drifted across his face. "Is that my car? You didn't tell me it was finished!" He looked at Devon excitedly. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because it wasn't finished, not until about... oh I'd say, five minutes ago?"

Paul's expression again turned to one of confusion and suspicion. "What's happening here?"
"Ssh...."
"Devon...." Despite the confusion, they approached Bonnie and Kitt quietly. Devon could see lines of data still scrolling up the laptop screen; Kitt was still using the external computer to sort his systems and programs; using it as support. He leaned into the car, and met Bonnie's radiant smile.
"Is everything okay?" he asked softly. Kitt heard the familiar voice and paused to angle the lens inside the car.
"Devon!"
"Hello, Kitt."
"Devon.... It's good to hear see you again."
"Kitt.... I am sorry."
"Is everyone going to say that to me?"
Devon smiled at Bonnie, watching her constant movement of her hand across the top of the dash. A constant that Kitt had thanked her for several times already. "Will he be okay?"
Bonnie nodded, but Kitt spoke up. "I can talk for myself."
"I'm sorry, Kitt. I didn't want to disturb you."
"You're not disturbing me." He hesitated. "It's been too quiet for too long." Devon nodded in understanding, and stood upright, turning to meet Paul's unfathomable gaze.
"Paul, I'd like you to meet two very special people. Bonnie, our chief technician, and Kitt. This is Paul Henson, he designed this new car."
Bonnie nodded up to the stranger, and smiled, only briefly thinking that he looked vaguely familiar.
Kitt greeted him verbally; and as he said hello, Bonnie was not the only one to note the slight inflection in Kitt's tone.

Bonnie stayed in the car as Devon started to explain to his new partner exactly what was going on. But even to her, Devon's new friend seemed distracted, even... expectant. She peered out of the window and saw that the command prompt on the laptop was flashing. Kitt had paused in sorting his systems; he too had become preoccupied, and the impression he and Paul were giving was that they knew each other. But questioning Kitt was not going to help at the moment. They were going to have to be very careful with Kitt for some time. He had never been an emotionless machine; there was no telling what the past two years had done to him. His programs would each have to be thoroughly tested to ensure the storage had not done any permanent damage. As far as the rest of Kitt's programming went, she would just have to listen, to watch, and to allow him to talk when the time came.

Finally Devon and Paul headed away from them, still involved in a heated discussion, and only a short time later, Kitt started back on his systems, aligning and testing one after the other. Bonnie got out of the car and began to run some small diagnostic programs, ensuring she did nothing that would disturb Kitt's own work. The system was in a very volatile state; it would be sometime before everything was aligned correctly, and Kitt would be at full strength.

Kitt broke the silence fifteen minutes or so later, and although Bonnie had been expecting the question, it still jabbed at something inside of her to hear him ask it. "Bonnie... where's Michael?"
She took a deep breath, looking up from the laptop on the work bench in front of her, and turning to look straight at Kitt. "I don't know. That's the truth."
"When did you last see him?"
"When you did, that afternoon. I haven't seen or spoken to him since."
Kitt thought about that. "He's been alone for two years?"
"I don't know."
"I want to find him." Bonnie nodded. "As soon as possible. The thought of him out there, alone, is very... upsetting."
Finally, she knew she would have to say it. "Kitt, he turned his back on everything we had here. He had them... deactivate you."
"I am aware of that, Bonnie."
She sighed, frustrated. "Then how can you still... worry about him, after all he's done?"
"Bonnie," there was deep understanding in Kitt's tone, "I realize how difficult these two years have been for you, and Devon. But we both know that it wasn't solely Michael's fault. He'd watched his wife killed, in cold blood. He was deeply upset."
Bonnie dropped gently onto the hood. "It was KARR, wasn't it?"
He hesitated for only a moment. "Yes."
"Why didn't you say something?"
"Because it was my fault too. Because I wasn't given the chance. Please don't ask me to explain. Not yet. It's not over. I just want Michael back, please."
Bonnie knew there was so much more to this. Kitt's words, 'it's not over', chilled her. But she let it drop for now. She could tell, by Kitt's voice, that it was upsetting him. Emotions to him were programs without parameters, functions that had developed within his systems, that he could not track down and had never wanted to. But too much emotion impeded on other functions. He would soon find that his new voice modulator was sensitive to that disturbance. "Give me today to get your systems sorted, and then tomorrow morning we'll go find him. I promise."
"Thank you."

They worked together through the day. Kitt ran through each program virtually, ensuring the correct responses were given in each case. In the afternoon they took the car out onto the test track and made sure every function worked. Advances in technology had allowed them to recreate the abilities of the Knight Two Thousand using a different technique. Kitt was now able to change the centre of gravity of the car, thus keeping it balanced when the ski mode lifted it onto two wheels. The turbo boost - or Launch as the button now read - had the same type of balancing. Kitt was able to keep the car level in the air, keep the take off and landing smooth and gentle. He was also able to alter the centre of gravity when the car was in the air, meaning that he would be able to evade anything coming toward him on a collision course.

The car was safer now, Kitt had more control over each and every function. But as he steered the car through the tests, completing one after the next with no mistakes, Kitt missed Michael more and more with each passing moment. He had never felt complete without his chosen partner, and that programming had not changed. When they finally returned to the garage late in the evening, Kitt driving and Bonnie walking beside him, they were both happy that everything was operating as it should. Bonnie was impressed with the engineering and technology that had gone into building the new car. It was way ahead of the work they had done fifteen years ago, and that had been ahead of its time.

Kitt had not said very much. She knew he desperately wanted to find Michael, that he was worried about him. Several times she had bitten down on her questions about Paul Henson. She was sure that if he was a danger to Devon, or to any of them, that Kitt would have said something by now. And she was sure that Kitt would not be wanting to bring Michael back into the fold if he thought for one moment that Paul was a threat to him. Still, something was definitely going on. And she wanted to know what.

"Kitt, I'm going to grab some sleep, and first thing we'll head out. I'll need an address."
"That's no problem."
"And if you're happy with everything, I'd like you to start monitoring police bands as far as you can go. We have to find KARR."
Kitt again fell silent, and Bonnie frowned. There was a lot more going on here then she had first imagined. Even after two years they could not yet lay the ghosts of the past to sleep.

**

Kitt waited, and Paul came. It was about three in the morning, and he was carrying a travel bag, wearing his long coat. He was leaving, exactly as Kitt had expected and wanted. "Hello Paul."
Paul stopped by the car and dropped the bag to the garage floor, pushing his hands into his deep coat pockets. "Kitt... you knew I'd do this."
"If you don't leave, I'll alert Devon in the morning."
Paul nodded. "Thanks, for not... saying anything, earlier." Kitt said nothing. "Devon thinks that I didn't know this car was being readied for you. I knew what he was up to. It was the reason I approached him." Kitt remained silent. "Despite what you may think, I wanted them to bring you back. I designed this car for you."
"Why did you do it?" Kitt's question was addressing the past, and Paul knew it. He bit into his bottom lip.
"You mean, Georgie?"
"No. I know why KARR killed her. I mean, me. Why did you betray me?"
Paul closed on the car, reaching out to open the driver's door. When the fingerprint scanner did not open the door for him, Paul nodded and moved over to lean against the hood. "When KARR first told me about you, he described you as the 'production line model'. When I first met you I realized just how much he had mislead me. You were warm, wonderful, and I need you to believe that I regret hurting you more than I regret anything I've ever done." Kitt did not respond. Paul placed his hand against the side of the car and started to stroke gently. "I designed the outboard sensor net that allows you to feel this." He spoke quietly, almost to himself, looking up only when he asked. "Do you like it?" He felt and heard the engine fire up, and the car reversed away from him.
"Don't touch me. Everyone walked away from me that afternoon. You and KARR destroyed everything I ever loved. Don't ask me to ever thank you, or to ever forgive you. I am very lucky that I have a chance to get everything back that I lost because of the two of you. I want Michael back. I never want to see you again, or I will make sure you pay for your part in what happened."
Paul picked up his bag, straightening slowly. "You don't mean that," he spoke softly. "I know you don't. I know I showed you something about yourself that no one had shown you before. You can't just forget me."
"I can try. Goodbye Paul." Paul sighed, nodded, and turned; finally walking away from the only thing he had thought about for two years.

**

Kitt had found Michael's address in seconds. Bonnie was not sure whether or not she was surprised that he was still in LA. As they had started out, Bonnie had let Kitt decide who drove. He had not released control of the car since she had reinitiated the system; she knew forcing him to do so would not help matters. And so he was driving as they headed for the address on the other side of town. She was unsure of what they would find; of who Michael Knight could possibly have become. Wilton had practically created him back in 1982. For fifteen years he had lived out the life built on Wilton's dream. They had all been like family to one another; in Michael's case the only family he had left. Living without that support, through difficult times, must surely change a person.

Kitt finally broke the silence. "Do you think there's a chance he'll come back to us?"
"I don't know."
"I don't want to see him if he still blames me."
She gripped the steering wheel even though she had no control over the car. "I know. I promise that I won't let him hurt you again."
"Be gentle with him, Bonnie. He's been through as much as the rest of us, maybe more." She frowned, not saying a word. "Bonnie.... Promise me."
"I don't know if I can."
"Please?"
She sighed, Kitt could be so... stubborn sometimes. "I'll try."
"Thank you."
Suddenly, she saw her opening. "If you do something for me."
"Like what?"
"Tell me about Paul Henson." There was a long silence that confirmed her suspicions. Paul had disappeared over night, and she was sure it was because of Kitt. "Yesterday wasn't the first time you two had met, was it?"
"Bonnie... I can't tell you yet. You have to let it go."
She aimed to keep her voice calm, but after so long, it was difficult to comprehend why Kitt would want to protect anyone involved with what had happened to them. "How can I? For two years I've done nothing but work and try to hide away from what I'd lost. I created you, I looked after you for fifteen years, believing that I would never have to say goodbye to you. I love you, Kitt. I missed you. I just want to see some justice for what we've all been through. Isn't that what you want?"
"Bonnie, it's not as simple as that. You have to trust me on this, I'm asking you to trust me, just for a short while."
She looked down at the visual panel. "I know more happened that afternoon than anyone thinks did. I know it was more complicated than Michael mistaking KARR for you."
"I can't explain any more. Not yet. I need to talk to Michael. I'm sorry Bonnie. There was much more going on that afternoon. I started all this in motion, I have to end it."

The rest of the journey was in silence, until they drew up outside the address Kitt had found. The small remote house was set back from the road, reached by a short set of steps. It was not exactly derelict, but it did not have far to go. For a time they sat outside together, Bonnie collecting herself for what she was about to face; memories of the past. Finally she reached for the door handle. "Will you be all right?"
"Just bring him back to us, Bonnie."

She rang the doorbell, the newspaper in hand, her heart in her mouth. She had no idea how she would feel, seeing him again. She felt as anxious as Kitt had said he did on the way here. She rang the bell a second time. With a quiet creak, the door opened inwards and Bonnie found herself looking into the dead eyes of her oldest and once dearest friend. Those eyes slowly widened. "Bonnie...?"
"Michael."
They stared at each other for a short time, both taking in the changes wrought in each other by time and grief. To Bonnie, Michael looked much older, more than the two years that had actually passed. The stubble on his chin told her he shaved now, only when necessary to stop a beard growing. He had put on some weight, and there was a darkness in his face. To Michael, Bonnie looked a little older, a little wiser. Gone was the open trust and affection she had found for him so long ago. There was hurt and suspicion still in her eyes.

Finally Michael stepped back. "Please, come in." She stepped through the door, not quite knowing what to expect. But the place was not a mess. In fact, it was sparsely decorated, with few belongings on display. The furniture in the front room at least was plain and practical. Nothing more. Her eyes fell on a framed photo on the mantelpiece and she walked over to pick it up. It was of the four of them; her, Michael, Devon and Kitt, taken what seemed like a million years ago. Tucked into the bottom corner of the frame was a smaller photo, of just Michael and Kitt together; Michael with his forehead against the scanner track, smiling gently. There were no other photographs around. His choice surprised her. Maybe there was some hope after all.

"Can I get you a drink?"
"No, thank you." Bonnie turned from the memories to look at him. Michael had moved across to the doorway into the kitchen, and was leaning against the door frame watching her. "How are you, Michael?"
He simply shrugged. "I don't know. Okay, I guess. What about you? You look great." There was sincerity, but very little humour in his voice.
"I've been better."
Finally the facade broke. "What are you doing here, Bonnie?"
"I think you know." She handed him the newspaper. "That photo, of the three youths, was taken four days ago in Phoenix. When I first saw it, I wasn't sure why it had caught my eye. And then I looked into the background." She watched as Michael peered at the picture. "Look at the first car in the queue at the traffic lights. I went to the offices of that paper, and saw the colour shot. It is a black Trans-Am, 1989 model. And the little light in the front of it is yellow. Better still, on the blown up copy, you can clearly that there's no one driving it." Michael's expression puzzled her, until she realized that he already worked it out. Tears formed in his eyes as he stared at the proof in his hands. "You know who that is, don't you."
Michael simply nodded. He knew. He had known, deep in his heart, for a very long time. "I know."

It had not been the surprised, or maybe even shocked reaction that Bonnie had been looking for. "So you accept that you were wrong?" Michael squeezed his eyes shut, crushing a tear against his lashes. "Why were you so quick to judge him guilty?"
He lifted his head, and looked straight at her. "Please, just leave me alone. You know I was wrong, I've known for a very long time. I think we're even."
Bonnie took a step toward him. "Even? We're not even close. Do you want to know what it was like to face him, and to tell him that he was going to be deactivated under your order? Do you know how hard it was, preparing him for the oblivion he was about to be dropped into?" She did nothing to stop the flow of tears. "Can you understand how frightened, and confused he was? You took from both of us, everything we ever loved. Yet the only thing I wanted to know, was why you hadn't had the faith to believe in him. After all that time.... After fifteen years!"

Michael raised his fingers to his face and tried in vain to wipe the tears from his eyes. "I...." He started to speak but nothing seemed adequate. How could he ever apologize for two years of her life? He simply shook his head. "I'm more sorry than you'll ever know." Bonnie remained still. "I would so like to say everything that I've spent two years thinking, but I don't think you want to hear it, and I can more than understand that. If I could turn back time, I would. But I can't. I can't make all this go away, and believe me, I wish I could. I can't make things better this time." He lowered his head. "I think it would be better if you left... because seeing you is reminding me... of him. And I really can't bear it."
Bonnie was horrified. She bit down on her sudden anger as she yelled at him. "Why?! Why do you still hate him so much? Even after all this time...."
But Michael was shaking his head. "I don't blame him. I miss him, Bonnie. Every minute of every day for the last two years. That night, I went down to the estate and watched them destroy... my car.... And it was like, I wasn't really there, it wasn't really happening. I felt like I was a spectator to my own life. Like it was some nightmare that I would wake up from. Even at Georgie's funeral I didn't feel as... dead as I had done that night. It was days before I realized that I wasn't ever going to wake up from the nightmare, because I'd chosen to be there."
"Why didn't you try to do something....?"
"Like what? Devon... refused to see me, wouldn't answer my calls. I went to the police and asked to see evidence from... that afternoon. They said the case was closed. It was my fault they'd convicted the wrong person but I couldn't seem to change anything. I know he didn't do it. I can't believe that there was ever a time that I thought he could have done it. But I'd started something that I couldn't seem to stop. I used to trust him with my life. And he trusted me with his. I betrayed him." Michael looked to Bonnie as if he just wanted to crumple in on himself and shut the rest of the world out forever. Maybe there used to be a time she would have left him to do just that. But that time was long passed. Something caught her eye and took her towards him.

As she approached him, she reached out to touch the gold pendant that hung around his neck. As she looked at it, she recognized the St Christopher that Kitt had given him so very long ago. The tiny inscription was still clear on the back. 'now and always, Kitt'.
Frightened that she may take from him all he had left of his partner, he put his hand up and took it from her fingers, holding it against him. "At least leave me with my memories."
Sighing, she looked into his deep, tear-filled eyes, and made a decision. "Come on." She turned and headed for the door. And when he did not follow she looked back. "Do you want the pain to end?"
"I deserve to feel like this."
"Maybe. But Kitt doesn't." He watched her walk out of the door, and confused, he started to follow her. As he reached the steps, he saw the car she had arrived in. He almost stopped breathing.

Bonnie had stopped at the base of the steps, and now she was watching him. Blinking in the sunlight, he descended the steps slowly, not taking his eyes from the car.

Seeing him after all this time, was more painful than Kitt could have believed possible. His emotions were in turmoil. A little part of him wanted to hate his former partner for what he had done. But as he saw him now, he realized that Michael too had been suffering. He was not living. As Kitt had been, Michael was merely existing. They were nothing without each other. Michael Knight had never before had to live without Kitt, and Kitt had known nothing of life without Michael. This man no longer had control of either of their lives. Yet despite everything, Kitt loved Michael still. He just wanted things to be as they had been, if that would ever be possible.

Kitt had been barely aware of the passing of two years. But Michael had had to live every second. And when he compared the current state of the two of them, he had to conclude that he himself looked spectacular and Michael looked absolutely terrible. So he did not back away. Instead he keyed the engine and moved towards his old friend slowly and cautiously. There was the definite chance that Michael still considered him to be his wife's murderer. He was not sure if he could bear to hear again those words of abuse directed at him.

Michael knew the moment he laid eyes on the car, what it was. Who it was. Here was the chance he had prayed for; the chance to apologize to someone he loved for destroying his life in one quick motion. He barely dared speak in case he broke the bubble. This morning he had woken to what he believed would be another day in hell. Now, here, the object of his dreams and his nightmares stood before him, waiting to hear the words Michael was so desperate to say. But there was so much. Where did he start? "Kitt?"
"...yes."
Michael squeezed his eyes shut as emotion overwhelmed him for a moment. Kitt had always hated to see Michael upset, it distressed him now as it always had, and yet... he needed to hear certain things before he would lay himself open to be hurt again.
"I know I could say sorry forever and it still not be adequate." Michael sat down hard on the step he had been standing on, three up from the ground. Kitt moved a little closer. "I knew Georgie for six weeks. And I thought I would miss her. But you and I were together for fifteen years. I never thought it possible to ache like this; to hurt so much that every waking minute is more miserable than the last." He hesitated, "I'm sorry, this is so difficult...." For a moment he dissolved again into sobs, but he forced himself together. "I thought... I'd never see you again. I didn't even have somewhere I could go to be close to you. I wasn't sure... what they'd done, whether they'd... whether I'd killed you.... I know you didn't do it, I know you would never hurt anyone. I've always known it and I should have listened to you but I didn't. I'm so sorry, Kitt, I am so sorry...."

As Michael fell forward, sobbing hard, Kitt moved towards him, taking the nose of the car to Michael's knees and catching him as he fell. Michael's fingers clutched at the warm body work beneath them as he cried. Kitt illuminated the scanner track in a familiar, gentle sweeping. "It's over now," he said quietly. "I'm here, and I missed you too."

For a very long time, Bonnie watched the reunion. Michael needed to cry himself out, to accept somewhere deep within himself that the nightmare was indeed over, and that they had the chance to rebuild their lives. After fourteen years, she believed that they had the basis to do so.

Michael finally lifted his head, his eyes swollen and blood-shot. "Oh, God... Kitt...." His voice was choked with sorrow. "How could I have ever thought...."
"Michael, you were upset. How could you have known?"
Finally two years of despair and self-loathing broke out of his soul, desperate to be exorcised. "I could have believed in you. Fifteen years of partnership and friendship and I can't tell the difference between you and that psychotic murdering freak."
"You'd just watched your wife murdered, you weren't thinking straight."
"And that's supposed to excuse me from turning my back on you?"
"Michael, listen to me." Kitt's tone held authority no one could have ignored. "KARR's still out there. He broke us once, it was exactly what he wanted. He's always believed that he should have been in my place, had what I had. He hated what we had at the Foundation. Michael, I once had a home. I want that back. KARR ripped us apart."
"No, Kitt, I ripped us apart. I took your home from you and had you dismantled.... God, Kitt, you can't possibly want to work with me.... You need to find someone else..."
Kitt backed up slightly. "Don't you dare walk away from me again. I once told you what it was like when I was deactivated. I always believed that you'd make sure I was looked after. But you tore me from everything I'd ever known. I know you were upset and confused and I know you've hurt over the last two years, we've all hurt. We've hurt enough. I don't want to lose you again. I'm not complete without you. Surely if I can forgive you, you can find enough courage to forgive yourself."

Swallowing hard, Michael slowly nodded. Kitt quietly opened the driver's door. "Get in, Michael. Please. Let me take care of you now." Hesitatingly, clumsily, Michael stumbled from the steps around the car, not once taking his hand from the body work. He almost fell into the open door, curling into the seat. Kitt gently closed the door, hugging Michael in the warm interior.

It took time for Michael to pull himself together. When he did eventually look across to the dash, he just had to reach out and touch it. It was different from the dash in the old car. It was more modern, simpler. But all the old, familiar buttons were labelled and to the right of the steering wheel was the wonderful sight of Kitt's voice panel. More than anything in the world, at that moment, Michael wanted to see that panel light in sync with Kitt's soothing tones.

"Kitt...?"
"Michael, are you feeling better?"
He smiled, and wiped his eyes with the back of his hand. "I so want to believe that this is really happening.... I've had this dream so often and I've always woken up."
"Not this time, Michael."
Michael sat up and curled first his fingers, and then his arm around the steering wheel. "How can I ever make it up to you? How can I ever expect you to trust me again."
"Just give me time. I promise everything will be all right." Michael nodded, bringing his forehead to rest against the cool leather of the wheel.

The passenger door opening startled him. He momentarily tightened his arm around the wheel, looking up. Bonnie settled herself into the seat next to him, and met his eyes. She too had been crying as the reunion had taken place. For some time they watched each other, Michael snuggled up against Kitt's dash, Bonnie sitting side-on to the door. "Somehow we have to get past this," she told him eventually.
He looked at her hopefully. "Just tell me how."

**

Bonnie lowered the hood gently, letting it settle onto the cables that needed to remain in place for a short while longer. She had removed any direct memory, of the last two years, from Kitt's systems. It would leave him aware of what had happened, but without the backlog of emptiness he would have otherwise hung onto; a backlog that would have kept him forever slightly disorientated. They could not allow that to remain, because of the probability that it would escalate into a larger problem. She did not know that before she had started work, Kitt had transferred several memories from those two years into a secondary storage. There were some things he did not want to lose. He had been silent as she had worked; although that was to be expected, as was his continued silence now. She had had to perform extensive work, and it would have been quite a shock to his systems. It was going to take some time for him to settle everything back into place and to rejoin them. Sort of like a healing sleep.

Dressed in baggy sweater and loose trousers, and still looking as though he might burst into tears at any moment, Michael shuffled from the mansion over to the Semi now parked in the drive. He was about to go inside, when Bonnie dropped down off the steps. "How is he?"
Bonnie felt she could drown in the sorrow in his big brown eyes. "He's... comfortable. It'll take a few hours for everything to filter through his systems. I've removed all memories of the passed two years. He still knows what happened, and where he's been, but he has no awareness of what he suffered, he knows only that it wasn't pleasant, and that it's not an experience he would like to repeat." There was no accusation in her tone, just fact.
In comparison, the guilt in Michael's voice was palpable. "Can I see him?"
"Of course, just be careful. It will take some time, just like it will take you."
He nodded, and for a moment, he thought she might hug him. He could have really done with her hugging him. But she simply smiled, and started off towards the house. Too soon.

Michael climbed the steps into the trailer and peered into the back, where Kitt was parked, monitor cables still snaking from under the hood. He did not want to say anything, he was not sure what state Kitt would be in after so much extensive work had been carried out. So instead he sat himself down on the edge of the couch, just in front of Kitt's prow, and reached a hesitant hand out to gently touch the hood. He just wanted Kitt to know that he was there.

As he sat quietly, he finally allowed himself to think back on their partnership, on good times, and on bad. He remembered back to a old enemy, more lethal than KARR, more terrifying. Goliath, built and driven by Wilton Knight's wayward son, Garth, had almost ended Kitt's life the first time they had met.

** flashback **

He tried to move his legs, but although the sand had given enough so that the car was not crushing him, he was trapped. "Kitt?" There was no answer. "Kitt? Talk to me." Still nothing. Michael dropped his head back to the sand, and closed his eyes. "It... was my fault. I over-matched us. I over-matched you. I'm sorry...."
"I... think we... zigged... when we... should have zagged, Michael." The ragged tone of Kitt's usually soft voice brought Michael back to consciousness very quickly.
"Kitt, are you okay?"
"No.... I think... I think I'm hurt." Michael tilted his head to look up into the cabin and at the dash.
"Can you run a diagnostic?" He knew what the answer would be, he just wanted to see the voice panel when Kitt spoke.
"No... I don't think... I can do... much... anymore."
Michael swallowed hard. Kitt was hurt. He was hurt badly. Only a couple of the LEDs were lighting when he spoke, and his voice modulator was being flooded with some sort of moisture. It made Kitt sound as if he was slowly drowning internally, his words punctuated by electronic 'swallows' of his own. He was going to die if Michael did not do something fast.
"Look, Kitt, I know you don't feel too good, but if I'm gonna help you, I need to move." He started to try in earnest to pull his legs out from under the car's weight, using his heels to dig down in the sand to give him some more space to work with.
"Michael... please be careful... you could be hurt too."
"I'm okay, Kitt. Is there anyway you can tip the car back onto its wheels."
"Where am I... now?"
"You're on your left hand side, Kitt. I may be trapped under you."
"Oh..." There was a note of utter despair in that word, and it scared Michael suddenly.
"Kitt, you just stay with me. I'll be able to... wiggle free. You just concentrate on trying to pull your systems together, okay?" Nothing. "Kitt?"
"Yes... Michael."

Kitt's voice was getting worse. Motivated by the realization that his friend had very little time left, Michael kicked and wiggled and struggled until finally he pulled his legs from under the car, leaving his shoes behind. For a moment, he lay on the hot sand, trying to get his breath back. He did not think anything was broken, although there was dried blood at the side of his mouth, he reasoned that he could have bitten his cheek or his tongue. Besides that, a few bruises, and being so very thirsty, he felt okay.

Using the car to help him balance, he stood wobbling on his feet, letting his head come to terms with the different viewpoint. He reached up and very carefully traced a hand over the topside of the car. There was a ferocious tear in the body-work, from end to end. He could see that the front side of the car was buckled completely. He prayed that the drive shaft and chassis, strengthened to take the impact of the turbo boost landings, were both still in one piece.

Somehow, he managed to open the hood. It was like opening a heavy, rusted door, and the sound was heart breaking. The pressure of impact with the front side of Goliath had been tremendous. The engine had been shunted across, and although it would probably be okay, the turbines looked like they had been damaged beyond repair.
"Mi...chael...." The pain in Kitt's voice shifted his attention to where the CPU casing was tucked in, behind the dash. He stared for a moment in horror as he saw what had happened to it. The engine's movement had taken the casing with it, dislocating it from many of the connectors through to the dash, but also with part of the perceptor network within the car itself. It had been crushed up against one side of the engine compartment, and most of the weight of the engine was now pushing on top of it. Kitt was being crushed.

"Right, Pal. We have to get the car back on to its wheels."
"Michael... I don't think I... can help."
"That's okay, Kitt. You just relax there. You let me do this." Michael ripped off his leather jacket and wadded it up, pushing down and around the casing as best he could, to try to absorb some of the force that was going to be asserted on it when, if, he managed to get the car to fall back.

"This may not be very pleasant, Kitt. I'm sorry, but I have to do this."
"I... understand."
"All right, Kitt. Let's do it." Michael knew how heavy the car was, but he hoped his determination would be enough to give him that extra edge he was going to need. He glanced at the scanner track and saw the web of cracks in the transparent casing. He took a long deep breath, linked his hands just inside the front of the engine compartment, and with a shout of hope, he pulled. It was easier than he had thought it would be. The sand gave way and Kitt started to move. Michael let go not a moment too soon, and took several shaky steps back as the car fell heavily back onto its wheels. There was an unearthly sound, metal crashing against metal, and then silence.

"Kitt, say something so I know you're still there. Come on, fight for me, Partner, you have to fight. You can't give up. Please, Kitt."
"I'm... here. That wasn't... pleasant."
Michael heard the effort that it had taken for Kitt to speak, and he prayed that he was doing the right thing. As the car came down, Michael could see the full extent of the damage. Sharp points of ripped metal lined the right hand side, the car had been torn open like a tin can. He dragged his attention away, and moved around to the other side of the engine. To his relief, the jolt of the landing had jarred the majority of the engine back to where it should have sat, and there was now nothing crushing the CPU casing. Retrieving his jacket, and spreading it out over a fairly flat expanse of engine, Michael lifted the battered casing.

He gazed at the complex electronics that sat before him. He had looked over Bonnie's shoulder enough times to have some basic knowledge, but he was not sure if he could do this without making things worse. He could not afford to make things worse.
"Michael..." Kitt's voice still emanated from the car, Michael had left all the surviving connections in tact.
"It's okay, Pal." He peered inside the casing until he saw what he hoped was the problem. The engine obviously wasn't as in tact as it had first appeared. There was a think liquid covering the base of one section of the casing. Under the liquid, Michael could make out several circuit boards. He had been right, Kitt was drowning.

Very gently, he lifted the opposite corner of the casing, wadding the jacket up underneath to keep the corner raised, ensuring the oily substance would run out without touching any other parts of the circuitry. Leaving behind a thin film, the liquid started to dribble slowly out of the torn casing and on to the side of the car. Michael's strength was quickly wearing out. "Kitt...?"
"Better... thank... you."
He definitely did sound a little better. Even once all the liquid visible was gone, Michael knew there would be more to flow from within the circuitry. The longer he could hold out, the better Kitt's chances of survival would be. But he had to sit down. He had to rest. Very carefully, he slipped his hands under his jacket and lifted Kitt into his arms, finally letting himself slide down the body of the car. With Kitt safely on his knee, the casing tipped gently, Michael dropped his head back against the car and closed his eyes.

It took four hours for Bonnie and Devon to find them. When the Semi drew up to the wreckage of the Knight Industries Two Thousand, Bonnie was out of the doors before it had stopped. She dropped to her knees beside Michael, raising her hand to his face. "Michael, can you hear me?" There was a moment's pause, before he groaned lightly, and struggled to open his eyes. When he saw her, he forced a smile.
"Bonnie...."
"You'll be all right now." She looked around the car, seeing the damage but looking for the connectors. "Kitt, how about you, can you hear me?"
"Yes... Bonnie.... Is Michael...?"
"He's fine, Kitt. You're both going to be fine." It took a moment for her to work out what Michael had been doing. She dipped her finger in the substance he had seemingly been draining from the casing. Turbine fuel. They were lucky they had not gone up in flames.

Michael looked down to the casing on his lap. Then he looked up at Bonnie. "He... was drowning.... I had to do something." Bonnie nodded. She could still see some of the fuel clinging to the circuit boards. The section of the casing that was being filled with the fuel, through a hole punched in the casing by another part of the engine, contained the speech modulator and the heart of the CPU's main ROM. If that compartment had flooded, they would never have been able to get Kitt back. Michael had saved his life. She told him so, and he just smiled, touching the casing gently.
"You'll be okay, Pal," he murmured, "you'll be okay.">>

It was a long time before Kitt felt secure enough to test the out board sensors, and only then did he realize that his driver was sitting with him. "Michael, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were there."
"Don't apologize Kitt, I just came to see how you were doing. I can leave...."
"Michael, please...." Quietly, the driver's door clicked open in invitation, and Michael accepted the offer, relieved. He let himself relax back into the soft leather seat, only vaguely aware of the new sensor banks that now cradled him.
Noting Michael's pallor, Kitt quickly scanned him. "Michael, you're suffering from physical exhaustion. I know you haven't been well but didn't you sleep last night?"
"God Kitt, how can I sleep after what I did to you..?"
Michael swore he heard a sign from his old partner, and then the seat tipped back very slowly to a gentle angle. "Please, relax now."
Hardly able to keep his eyes open, Michael curled himself into a ball, finding a comfortable, familiar position. He remembered when he used to do this a lot, sleep, while the gentle movement of the car on a usually long journey, rocked him into a peaceful sleep. He found himself longing for those days. "Why are you doing this for me?" he asked miserably. "You should make me sleep on the floor."
"Michael," came the quiet, soothing reply, "nothing's changed. As far as I'm concerned, you're still my driver, my programming is still configured to protecting your life above anything else. And I wouldn't change that for the world."

When Bonnie tried the door handle several hours later, Kitt kept the door firmly shut, protective as ever over his sleeping partner. "It's okay, Kitt, I just wanted to give him this blanket."
Kitt released the door, and watched as Bonnie lay the warm blanket over Michael's snuggled form. "He needed to sleep." Kitt told her quietly.
"I know, Kitt. How are you feeling?"
"Better, thank you. I only wish Michael could forget as easily as I can."
"I don't think any of us will ever forget. But with your help, maybe we can move on."
"I hope so, Bonnie."

** end flashback **

Michael woke with a warm feeling he had not experienced in a very long time. He lifted his head, smiling as he slowly became aware of where he was. "Morning Kitt."
A smile touched his lips when his friend responded happily. "Michael, you look much better." He stretched a few muscles, but nothing that would disturb the warmth under the blanket. "How long have I been out?"
"Just over 28 hours."
"28 hours!"
"I kept monitoring you. Your body needed to recover. I suggest you eat something soon."
Michael sat up slowly, and Kitt tilted the seat to follow his movement. "We need to talk."
"I know. Once Bonnie gives me the all-clear, and the doctor's checked you over and given you the all-clear."
"I don't need...."
But Kitt interrupted him. "You're seeing a doctor. You should have seen one when we got back here. You always were stubborn." Michael's heart leapt at the gentleness of Kitt's tone, but the last two years had often felt like an eternity, and he was still frightened that if he turned his back for a moment, he would lose it all again.
"I don't want to do anything that'll send you away again. I need you. I should have told you a long time ago how much I... loved you. But I was always too... scared... of us."
"There's nothing to be scared of. We can find an equilibrium between us. We worked together in perfect harmony once. We can find that again." Michael nodded. He wanted his old life back whatever the price, whatever it took. "And Michael, I am sorry about Georgie."
He smiled softly. "Thanks, Kitt." Reaching for the door handle, he added, "I won't be long."
"I'll be here."

As Michael left the Semi, Bonnie was walking towards it. She smiled at him. "Better?"
"Much. Thanks for the blanket."
"I knew Kitt could keep you warm, but sometimes you need something to... hold on to." He nodded, understanding perfectly. "Now you're up, the doctor wants to see you." Gently she squeezed his arm. "You're both gonna be fine."
"We just need to spend some time together."
"Definitely. But for now, you're gonna have to spend time with him around the estate. He needs to settle with the new body. I'd like to keep him... under observation, just for a few days."
Michael smiled. "As protective as ever."
"Can you blame me?"
He shook his head. "However long it takes, Bonnie. And then we'll find KARR. And this time I'm going to personally make sure every component is removed and destroyed."

**

Devon looked up from the newspaper as Michael walked through the door. "Michael... what did the doctor say?"
"That I need to eat properly, and I need to regulate my sleeping pattern. Apart from that, I'm okay."
"And Kitt?"
"He's all right. Bonnie wants to keep an eye on him for a few days." He finally met Devon's gaze, finding nothing but concern there. "Is it okay if I stay here with him?"
Devon put down his paper and stood, facing his old colleague. "I would like it if you moved back in, Michael. Your old suite is still yours, as Bonnie's is still hers." He held up his hand, realizing that this was a big step for them all. "Please don't decide yet if you don't feel that you can. But at least for these few days, take your old rooms. You can be comfortable, get some good nights' sleep, and still be close to Kitt."
Michael smiled appreciatively. "I don't know quite what to say. Thank you. After what I did...."
"It's in the past, dear boy. We have a lot to think about here and now."

Michael accepted Devon's invitation to take a seat for a while, at least until Bonnie was finished with Kitt. He looked around him, at the photographs that still adorned the walls. He tried to think of something else. "Bonnie told me that you had a new partner?"
Devon frowned. "'Had' seems to be the operative word. Paul Henson. He designed the new body for the car, and many of the new sensors. He was very excited about the project."
"What happened?"
"I'm honestly not sure. I don't think he was entirely happy with my altering the design of the car and allowing Bonnie to install Kitt. He never wanted AI involved."
Michael tilted his head in confusion. "So why did he design the AI perceptor net?"
"..." Devon gazed at his old friend as if Michael had just developed a second head. "I don't know."
"What happened?"
"He's gone. He had a suite upstairs. Yesterday morning one of the maids found it cleared. He's taken everything he had."
"Strange."
"Yes. I really hadn't thought that it would upset him that much."

**

The small fire burnt close to Michael, illuminating most of the large clearing up to the circle of trees that rose above them. Michael sat cross-legged on the ground, gazing into the flame. He was lost in bad memories, unable to prevent them returning sometimes to haunt him. A gentle familiar sound lifted him and he looked up. Kitt had pulled right up to him, the nose of the car a mere yard from him. Michael smiled, watching the firelight play on the beautiful body. Slowly he raised his hand, and the car moved until the warm prow was pressed softly against Michael's palm. Perfect precision. "You can feel that, Kitt?" He asked, awe mixing with pleasure in his voice.
"Yes," there was a smile in his voice. "I can feel you touching me. This new car really is fantastic."

Michael smiled, blinking tears from his eyes. "Never leave me again, Kitt. Promise me."
"I will never leave you." Kitt's voice was soft. "I would never have left you."
"I know. I never imagined that I could hurt so much. I tried, when I finally realized what I'd done, to stop the cascade. But it was too late. Bonnie had gone. And Devon wouldn't talk to me. The only one who would even acknowledge me was Jennifer, and you were never her favourite person."
There was a pause, and then a soft, "Michael, I have to tell you something."
He frowned. This sounded like a confession. "Okay."
"You're going to get angry."
Michael shook his head seriously. "Kitt, I promise you, I will never, ever get angry with you again." He looked back into the fire as memories assaulted him. "I can still see you trapped under the Semi, begging me to listen." His voice became a breath. "So scared.... All because of me."

Kitt felt his friend's sadness deep inside. He wished he could do something to ease Michael's pain and guilt. He wished Michael could forget, as easily as he had been able to, all the suffering of the two years they had spent apart. Bonnie had said that just being there was all Kitt could do. Be there so that Michael could start to believe that this was all real. But Kitt wanted to do more. The true enemy was still out there. There was so much more that had to come out concerning what had happened. How could they go on from this point if Michael was being eaten alive by the guilt he held onto. He tried to think of something that would help....

"Michael," he said quietly, "do you remember, a long time ago, we were down in Mexico city and you were injected with a lethal dose of Anoris Cyniade? We had to drive back to LA, beat the bad guys back to retrieve the antidote?" Michael nodded. "You asked me several times on that journey how long you had left. And I told you that you couldn't ask me that. I couldn't scan you. I couldn't keep a check on your vital signs and watch you slip away from me. I had no idea how long you could have survived. I knew that you were hanging on because you were too stubborn to give up. I was so scared that you would die as I was driving. I know I came close to losing you so many times, so many close calls. But that night that I drove and told you every joke I could find just to try to keep you alive and awake. The thought of you dying... inside the car was as awful as the thought of you dying outside. If you can think about that, and understand that when I think about it, I still consider it to be the worst night of my life, then maybe we can start to move on from here."

Michael wiped his eyes and leaned forward, dropping his forehead against the body work of the car. "You're very eloquent."
"Do you understand?"
"Yeah, Kitt." He sighed. "And I just want you to know, that you mean everything to me too." He curled his fingers over the prow. "What did you have tell me?"
"I want to tell you what happened that afternoon."
Michael took a deep breath. "Kitt... for the time that I knew Georgie, I treated you like shit. I have thought about that so much over the last two years. I don't know why I did that to you."
"You want me to take a guess?"
Kitt's offer surprised Michael. He lifted his head. "If you want."
"We were together fifteen years. Over those years, there was just us. Of course there were women, lots of them, even one or two interested in me, but no one special. So for fifteen years, you and I practically lived together. I would have described our relationship, at several points over those years, as extremely intense. When you met Georgie she gave you a chance to break out of that."
Michael gazed over the hood at the windshield, slightly awed by his friend's highly accurate assessment the situation. "But Kitt, I shouldn't have felt the need to break away from you."
"Maybe. Even though it... hurts to realize it, I do understand why you felt you had to, even if it wasn't a conscious decision. A relationship so intense... with a machine.... It's not natural, is it?"
Michael shook his head in denial. "That's not true. I had a long time to comes to terms with your existence, with what you are. I wouldn't have consciously pulled away from you because you're... a machine. It's been a very long time since I saw you in those terms anyway."
"I'm not saying that it was a conscious decision." A sad note entered his voice. "We were very close."
Michael sighed. He had done it, that was what mattered. Now he had a chance to make up for the hurt he had caused. "I understand why you didn't want to be at the wedding. I don't blame you. I understand why you weren't there."
"No, you don't. There's more to it. A lot more."

Michael sat back, rubbing some life back into his legs. "You don't have to explain."
"I want to, I want you to know where your partner was when your wife was murdered. Because I should have been there for you. And for Georgie. It was my fault, Michael."
"Don't say that. I know it's not true."
"Just listen to me, please? After you met Georgie, I started going for drives at night. I felt that I'd lost you, and I was starting to feel like I would never get you back. One night I went down to the coast. As I watched the waves, I realized that I wasn't alone. There were signals coming into our private channel. Signals only KARR could have been sending." Michael paled. "Before I knew it, he was sitting beside me. For a while we just sat there, like everything before just hadn't happened. I asked him what had happened, how it was possible for him to be there, and he told me that he'd been rescued, rebuilt by someone who actually cared about him."
"Wait, Kitt." Michael was shaking his head. "Are you telling me that KARR...." He waved his hands about in the air, "...and you never said a word?"
"Please, Michael. Just listen. He told me that he'd had a limiting program installed, to stop him killing or hurting anyone. He asked me to scan him so that I would believe him, and he dropped all his defences so that I could. There was a functioning delimiter, a dominant program to preserve human life. He told me that he wanted to come home, but that he was scared that Devon would have him deactivated again. I reassured him that I wouldn't let that happen, but he wasn't convinced.
"He drove away eventually, and I just let him go. I checked police bands for a few days but there was nothing reported that suggested KARR was on one of his usual rampages. And a couple of nights later I went back to the coast and he was waiting for me. This time, he had Paul Henson with him." Michael's eyes widened when he heard the name.
"I'm sorry, Kitt, but do you mean Paul Henson... as in Devon's friend?"
"Yes."
"So that's why he cleared out. He hadn't counted on Bonnie and Devon reactivating you."
"No, Michael. He had always meant this car for me. He cleared out because he knew it was my price for not saying anything to Devon." His voice quieted, and he added, almost to himself, "He always knew it would be the price." Michael stared at his friend, confusion all over his face. "Please, let me finish. The first night I met Paul, he told me about his anger at KARR's mistreatment. That the technicians at the Knight Industries labs could have changed his programming, but instead they chose to keep him prisoner, locked in a box, aware but unable to speak, or hear, or feel, or move. And Paul... showed me some... affection. I told him about you and Georgie - I'm sorry Michael, I just wanted to talk."
Michael reached across the short distance and touched Kitt, gently stroking the prow of the hood. "KARR asked me to talk to you, about him returning to the Foundation. I tried to talk to you, but after a couple of attempts, I started to feel that I didn't want you to know about KARR, that you might try to stop him... existing. I looked at Paul and KARR and I saw some of what you and I had, and Paul gave me back some of what I'd lost. I met up with them seven times over three weeks, the final time on the eve of your wedding. I told KARR that I didn't want to go, and Paul suggested I spend the day at their garage in Phoenix. So I went. As soon as I was within scanning distance I checked the address they'd given me. I found electronic equipment and KARR's signature. When I got there, it was a garage, it was KARR's garage, all the right equipment was there and I could sense... Paul had been there. But neither were there then. I headed back as fast as I could, I tried to contact you but..."
"...I had the comlink switched off." Michael finished softly.
"Yes. By the time I got back it was over. Everything was over."

They sat for a long time in silence. Finally, Kitt began to worry. "Please, Michael, say something."
"It wasn't your fault." He stared at Kitt for a moment. "How close did you and Paul get?"
Kitt was only slightly surprised, but selfishly pleased that Michael had asked. "Not as close as you and I. Not nearly."
"But he designed this car for you, as you said. He designed the new sensor nets." Michael paused, jealousy hitting him harder than he would ever have thought it would have in this situation. "He must have... felt a lot... for you." Kitt did not say anything for a short time. But he knew where this conversation needed to go. Paul Henson was for another time.
"I'm sorry I told him about you and Georgie. I didn't know what KARR would do. I should have thought it through."

Michael shook his head, his attention turned. "It wasn't your fault, Kitt. We all should have believed in each other. I shouldn't have treated you the way I did. KARR won. Like you said, he broke us up, took us away from each other. I won't let him do that again. We'll find him, Kitt. Somehow."
There was a brief silence, and then, "There's more." Michael looked up, trying to keep the surprise from his expression, aware now of Kitt's increased awareness of him. "At some point during my deactivation, KARR contacted me. He found his way into my CPU, I guess I let him in." Michael's eyes widened. "He feed me sensations until Bonnie reactivated me."
"Kitt.... Why?"
"Michael, when you're lost and alone in the dark, you go towards any light, no matter what it turns out to be; sunshine or fire. KARR was the first familiar voice I had heard in so long, I hadn't felt anything until he gave me a link to the outside world. I had no idea when or if anyone would return for me. What choice did I have?"
"But KARR... after everything that had happened.... You knew you couldn't trust him."
"I once thought I could trust you," Kitt's tone was infinitely gentle, but the moment the words were out he could sense Michael's sorrow. "...I'm sorry, that was..."
"No, Kitt, it's okay. But after what KARR did... you knew what he'd done."
"I know. But what else was there for me? I didn't know if I was going to be in that state forever. KARR was my only chance."
Again Michael felt the sharp edge of guilt cut at him. He moved his hand until it was just above the scanner, gently touching the track with his thumb. "He could have killed you." He whispered.
There was a pause. And almost as quietly, Kitt answered him. "I know. I really didn't care."
Michael continued the gentle stroking, finding himself with a much-missed feeling of closeness to his partner. He wondered if it was just wishful thinking. "I thought Bonnie had removed any memory of what you experienced."
"I backed a lot up into storage. I know why she had to remove what she did, and I agreed to that. But there were some things I didn't want to lose.
"Does she know?"
"No. You won't...?"
"I won't tell her. I know it's going to be difficult for you to ever trust me again, but I'd like to try to regain your trust. If you'll let me."
Kitt almost sighed. "What can I do to convince you that nothing's changed between us?" Michael shook his head, suddenly realizing that he was crying. Kitt felt his tears fall slowly on to the body of the car. "Michael...."
"I'm sorry.... I'm finding it difficult...."
Kitt thought for a moment, and then opened the driver's door. "Come with me somewhere. Please."
Michael sat back and slowly clambered to his feet. As he sat inside the car, letting Kitt close the door and start the engine, he asked, "Where we going?"
"Somewhere that I hope will finally drive home what I'm trying to say to you."

The car had been in motion for half an hour before Michael realized where they were headed. Five minutes later Kitt drew the car to a halt. They were out in the Nevada desert, in a specific place. Away from the road; the stars above them, sand dunes to the left and right. "Do you know where we are?"
Michael nodded. "Yes."
"Do you remember the last time we were here?"
"Yes."

** flashback **

Michael pulled onto the side of the road, breathing a sigh of relief. Out in the dunes the white shell of the unfinished Trans-Am looked almost translucent. That afternoon had been the second 'heated discussion' in so many days; this whole nightmare had been stressful on everyone involved, but he had seen the grief in Bonnie's eyes when they had hauled the car out of the pit.

Yesterday he had only wanted to hear Kitt talk to him again, had only wanted to hear his old partner, because he had been so unsure if he would never hear him again. But he had not thought through the consequences, had not really thought that Kitt could be that frightened now. He should have known when his friend had panicked, believing Bonnie had left him. He was clinging to Bonnie, to the fact that only she could help him recover after his ordeal. But Michael had ignored all that, and paid the price, of Kitt's fear, and of Bonnie's fury; the result of her love for Kitt, for her baby.

And then this afternoon, at the test track, he had frightened Kitt again. He just wanted his partner back, he had just wanted to show some belief in him. But he had yelled at Kitt, he had let the scientists' words scare him. He did not want to lose his partner, and it had upset him to think that they would consider splitting them up, turning Kitt into a 'recreational vehicle'. So he had told Kitt in no uncertain terms that they were going fix the problems and take on the track together. And Kitt had taken off.

Finally he had tracked his partner out to here. He approached quietly, not wanting to do any more damage. "Kitt, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you."
Kitt waited until Michael had opened the driver's side door. "I'm sorry, Michael. I failed you."
"No, Pal." Michael sat down and swung his legs under the partially completed dash. "You didn't fail me, you didn't fail any of us. I shouldn't have yelled at you, after everything you've been through. But I miss you. I just wanted to... instil some belief in you."
"Dr Vreeman wants to reassign me, doesn't he?"
"Yeah. But I'm not going to let them. You're mine, Kitt. And I will fight for you every step of the way. They are not taking you away from me."
"I don't know if I can go back out, Michael. It was... painful."
"Vreeman said that... you'd been hurt, and that it was understandable that you would try to prevent yourself from being hurt again." He touched the dash. "They really care for you. They don't want to see you hurt. And I never, ever want to go through this again."
"I don't know how to get over this."
Michael smiled gently. "Do you trust me?"
"Yes. With my life."
"Good. Because I want you to trust me to get you through this. I will get you through this. Like you got me through the first few weeks after I was shot. You were there for me, I'm here for you."

There was a quite pause. "I'm sorry I left... Bonnie must be so worried."
"I phoned her when I found you. I promised her I would bring you home."
"I'm ready when you are."
Michael looked around him, remembering what he had seen just after they had pulled the car from the pit. "When we first got you back into the Semi, Bonnie told me... that you'd gone. I thought for a minute that I'd never... speak to you again, never hear your voice again." He dropped the volume of his voice to a low murmur. "I didn't want to leave you in that pit, you understand that, don't you? There was nothing I could do.... And I've been feeling guilty about leaving you helpless, calling out for me.... I know yesterday I was expecting too much from you, too soon. And I'm sorry about that too."
"Are you going to keep apologizing?" There was a smile in that voice, and Michael smiled in response.
"Until I know you believe me. You needed me yesterday, like you needed me that night. And I wasn't there for you. I should have sat with you, talked to you, reassured you; instead I just walked away."
"You came back. And you're here now."

Michael patted the dash. "Kitt.... I know you have... other things on your mind right now, but I need to ask you something."
"Anything."
"I know... you have... feelings. I know you're frightened now even if you won't admit it. And once you told me that you were extremely fond of... Michael Knight...."
Kitt broke in, knowing where this was going and wanting to allay at least the fears of one of them. "I'm yours, Michael. Now, and always."

** end flashback **

"Now and always, Michael. I meant it then, and I still mean it now. And I believe that if you didn't still believe in me, you wouldn't be wearing my gift to you."
Instinctively, Michael touched his fingers to his St. Christopher pendent. "I just couldn't find my faith in you when you needed it most."
"Stop blaming yourself. It was partly my fault anyway. If hadn't told them about Georgie...."
"And if I hadn't started to ignore you, to find any excuse not to spend time alone with you, if I could have faced hearing the lonely undertones in your voice that developed because of me...."
"Michael.... I wish I could reach out and hold you and make all the pain go away. Like you did for me after Acid John's pit, after Goliath, after the missile... We need to rediscover our trust in each other. But I know you won't do that if you're worrying about saying something or doing something that would upset me, or make me turn away from you. I need you to know that's not going to happen. We may have the odd argument over the next few weeks, and you may end up walking in one direction and me driving away in the other. But I promise you that within the hour, I'll return, and so will you."
Michael dropped his forehead against the steering wheel. "Now and always, Kitt. That's a promise."

**

Over the next few days, there were arguments. But not between Michael and Kitt. The two talked constantly, never apart for more than a few minutes, they made up quickly for the time they had lost and the pain they had suffered. Michael slept in the car each night, waking to Kitt's warmth in the mornings, as he had dreamt of doing for so long.

Bonnie was happy just to sit back and let them get to know each other once again. She was indescribably glad to be back where she belonged. She worked in the Semi, and started to get back into the swing of things. Slowly, she began to prepare for when her life returned to normal.

Michael had taken to spending long evenings out in the Nevada desert with Kitt. Being out here reminded him of the freedom he had been granted, freedom from his self-inflicted prison of guilt and pain. He had always loved to spend hours and hours simply sitting, looking up at the stars and being close to his partner. This night he sat with his legs up across the passenger seat, leaned back into the warm leather. He had quickly come to easy terms with the increased sensitivity Kitt had of him; the sensors in the finely grained leather, the lens in the dash and the perceptors that were scattered throughout the cabin. To Michael, the advanced technology simply made him feel that Kitt was less of a machine than he had ever been. He enjoyed the knowledge that when he patted the dash, Kitt could not only feel the vibration of the action, but the warmth and caress of his skin.

These thoughts, this night, lead him to remember what Kitt had said about Henson. For years before Georgie had entered his life, there had been... a connection between he and Kitt. A bond so strong each had believed that it could never be broken. It was only to be expected really. They used to spend weeks together, with only each other as company. Together they witnessed terrible things, shared grief and loss; Kitt was his shoulder when he needed to cry, his confidant when he needed to talk. Together they shared jokes, celebrated happy events, saved lives, helped people. Together they were invincible. That was a very intoxicating feeling. To share something that strong, that special, with someone else, was something Michael knew did not happen in every lifetime. He tried not to take Kitt for granted.

He knew it was his fault that Paul had found an opening. He knew that if he had not have wrapped himself so intensely and so quickly in Georgie, that Kitt would have gotten used to there being someone else in their lives. It would have eventually worked. Their lives. That was where Michael knew he had gone wrong. He had been so used to thinking of Kitt as another person, that he had forgotten that he also had to regard Kitt as a ward. Accepting Kitt as his own had been a responsibility that Michael had willingly taken on, as he had taken responsibility for the whole of the Knight 2000 project. He had turned his back on Kitt so quickly, so suddenly and easily, that thinking back on it, his own actions scared him. He had abandoned Kitt. He had given KARR and Paul a chance, and a reason.

"Kitt?"
"Yes?"
"Will you ever tell Devon who Paul was, and what he did?"
"No."
"Why?" Kitt did not answer him. Michael was almost glad, unsure whether or not he wanted to know. A moment later, he knew he had to. "Please, Kitt."
"Paul wasn't driving KARR that afternoon, he wasn't even inside the vehicle. KARR acted on his own, it was his idea, his plan, not Paul's. I believe that Paul has been punished for his part."
"How?"
"I don't think he counted on my wanting to find you. I think he thought..."
"That you would go with him?"
"I think so."

Michael thought for a while. "You must have really made an impression on him. He cared for you a great deal if he put so much effort into designing the car and developing the outboard sensor net. Did he come to you, before he left?"
"Yes."
Michael reached his hand over, pulling back just before his fingers touched the voice panel. "Why didn't you go with him?"
"I would never have gone with him. I have a family, I have people I... love, very much. I wanted to be with them. I wanted to be with you."
Michael sighed gently, and reached that final inch to touch the smooth voice panel. For a long time they both sat quietly, the physical connection enough to allow the continuing rebuild of their friendship and their partnership. For the last two years Michael had thought about precious little else but being back with Kitt; hearing the affection that had always been clear in his voice, feeling the warmth and safety he had always gotten from being close to his partner. Now he had that back, he revelled in it as much, and as often as he could. Never would he let them be separated again.

There were arguments. Most of them were between Devon and Jennifer Knight. News spread, and it was not long before the Board found out that Kitt had been reactivated and installed in the first car of the new range. Jennifer was furious. She stormed into Devon's office early, the morning after the news had broken.

"Devon, I don't know what you think you are doing, but you will order the deactivation of that car right now."
Devon looked up from his morning paper, and reached for his tea cup. "Good morning, Jennifer. Tea?"
"No, I don't want tea! I want to know why the Knight Two Thousand computer has been reactivated without the Board's agreement or even knowledge!"
"Please, Jennifer, if you'd just sit down, I'll explain."
Wilton Knight's daughter sat sullenly. She was the type of person who liked to think that their opinions and vote actually had some bearing on what happened around them, even if it did not. She neither liked, nor disliked Michael. But she had been happy to help him move out of her life. Her father had left her some money, and a seat on the Board. But FLAG had gotten the mansion, and Devon and Michael had gotten the rest of the money. She had been happy enough, money was not as important to her as power, and she was more than pleased with the seat on the Board.

But she utterly despised Kitt. She would never talk to him directly, would always ask questions of others, even if they would then have to ask Kitt for the answer. To Jennifer, Kitt was an expense they did not need, a waste of money and effort. He was stubborn, moody and not at all like she believed a computer should be. But in real life, her vote did not count for much. The majority of the Board were - or at least, had been - all in favour of the Knight 2000 project, because of the fantastic success it enjoyed, and the backup it gave to FLAG's legal work. It was good to fight on the side of the law, but now and again, it was great to be able to hang the bad guys by their testicles and leave them out to dry. Kitt and Michael made that part possible.

So Kitt had been safe from her, protected by Michael, by the technical team who had designed and built him, by the people who looked after and maintained him, and finally by FLAG itself. The best Jennifer could ever find to do was kick a tyre now and again. When Michael had accused Kitt of murdering his wife, Jennifer had pushed the Board into making a hasty decision and deactivating Kitt. Now, it seemed, the authority she had believed she possessed over that decision, had been stepped on. She was not happy.

Devon knew all this. He could not wipe the smile off his face, although he tried to make sure it was not mocking. He folded the newspaper and placed it onto the desk, sipping at his tea. "Are you sure you won't have some tea?"
"Devon! Will you please tell me, on whose authority the Knight 2000 computer was brought back on line."
"It's a strange thing, Jennifer. There was a break in. The next thing we knew, the computer had been installed into the first of the Three Thousand series. All we had to do was switch Kitt back on, so we did."
"I want him deactivated."
Devon sat back, shaking his head. "I'm sorry. Kitt stays."
Jennifer tried a different track. "But what's the point, Devon? Without a driver, he's just a computer in a car."
"But we have a driver, Jennifer. We've always had a driver."
Jennifer smiled. "Michael won't come back. Kitt murdered his wife! That computer is a danger, a threat to all of us."
The humour left Devon's voice and eyes. "Kitt wouldn't hurt anyone, we both know it. Michael came back because he knows it too. You will leave both Kitt, and Michael, alone. This has gone way beyond a Board decision now. The Knight 2000 project was your father's dying wish. Now you may think it's time to let go, but you may find some members of the Board do not share your views." He smiled politely. "Good day, Jennifer."

**

A week after Bonnie had reunited them, Devon handed Michael and Kitt the list of possible KARR sightings he had spent the time compiling. The majority of the early sightings were around Salt Lake City, moving on to Cheyenne, and most recently into the Denver area. Moving East. Bonnie was giving Kitt one final systems check when Michael wandered into the Semi early Monday morning.

"Good morning, people." There was a bounce in Michael's voice that Bonnie had not heard for over two years. Bonnie looked up from out of Kitt's hood. She smiled in response to Michael's cheer.
"Good morning."
Michael moved up to the driver's side and leant into the open window. "Hi, Michael." He gently patted the leather just inside the door before looking around to where Bonnie was just finishing up.
"Is he ready?"
"He's in perfect health." She stood, switching off the monitors and removing the cables from within the engine. "I hope the same can be said for you?"
"I've had the all-clear from Doctor Alpert, thank you very much." He smiled at her. "We'll both be careful."
"I should hope so." She finally dropped the hood. "You can go. But I want to meet you tomorrow night on the way into Cheyenne with the Semi, just to check he's stable."
"That's not a problem." Michael opened the door and slipped into the driver's seat. He keyed the engine and turned to watch the Semi's ramp lower. He had not done this in over two years, he hoped he could still remember how to. It was not as easy as it often looked.

It felt amazing to be on the road again with his partner. Kitt's turbine engine hummed a perfect tune as the car ate the highway up hungrily. For so long he had believed that he would never feel like this again. He watched the expression on Michael's face, knowing it to be one of pleasure. "Michael?"
"Yeah, Kitt?"
"It's good to be back."
"It certainly is. It's fantastic." He gazed down at the dash. "Partner, there's something I need to know. Are you okay with chasing down KARR, after everything that's happened between you two?"
There was a note of anger in Kitt's voice when he replied. "Are you saying that you can't trust me?"
"No. No, Kitt, nothing like that. I'm asking you if you're all right with this. I know he's... helped you, when I wasn't there for you. He's been your... brother recently more than ever before. I know he means something to you now."
Kitt responded instantly. "He killed Georgie. No matter what you might think I thought of her, you loved her. KARR took her life. That makes him a murderer. How could I ever... feel anything but hatred and repulsion for someone like that?"
"But you allowed him into your CPU..."
"I told you before, it was that or suffer the darkness alone. I'll be here for you when we go up against KARR. Don't worry about that."
Michael nodded, not really wanting to push any further. He had no right to question Kitt's actions or feelings now. But their lives may end up depending on Kitt's reactions at a critical moment. "And if Paul went back to him? If he's with him?"
Kitt was silent for a moment, and Michael started to wander if Paul had meant as much to Kitt as his partner had so obviously meant to Paul. But Kitt's answer finally put his worries to rest. "There's a line, Michael. It divides us from the people we go after. They chose to walk on that side of it, we chose to walk on this side. When I first met Paul, I imagined he was standing on the same side of the line that we were. I still think that he may be on the same side. But if he does chose to return to KARR, after what he knows KARR did, he chooses, at the same time, to stand on KARR's side of the line." He paused, and his voice softened. "Was that the question you were actually asking, or did you want me to assure you that no one could ever replace you in my life? Because no one could. I thought I'd made that clear." He ended with a smile-filled note.
Michael grinned. "I'm sorry, Kitt. You have. I guess... I'm nervous. I haven't done this for a while."
"It'll be like riding a bicycle," Kitt reassured him, "once you learn, you never forget."
Michael chuckled. "Like you'd know!"

**

As their rendezvous time with Bonnie approached, they were nowhere near locating KARR's trail, never mind the vehicle itself. All the leads over the passed two days had lead to a dead-end. Still, Michael could not describe himself as down, or disheartened. He had Kitt scanning the police bands as they went state-to-state. But there were reports of anything that KARR might have been involved with. Much as he wanted KARR in little tiny pieces, he was where he had dreamed of being for too long.

As they drove together, chased up leads, broke into computer records, they both felt the old comradeship returning. Over fifteen years, Michael and Kitt had travelled together; worked together, holidayed together, laughed and cried together. Now, they were starting to feel that again. Overnight they travelled from Salt Lake City to Cheyenne. Kitt drove to let Michael get some sleep, but Michael was happy just to look up at the stars, and to talk to his partner. Kitt had asked him what he had done in the two years that they had been apart. At the start, Michael had been unwilling to tell Kitt how he had lived while his partner was sitting deactivated in a box in a dusty lab.

But Kitt had wanted to hear, he wanted to know. It was late at night, the stars were out, and the car was sitting just off the side of the deserted highway. The scenery was magnificent around here. As Michael had finished talking about Europe, Kitt had pulled over. "You describe it so well."
"I wish you had been there. Nothing was the same without you to share everything with. For the first time in fifteen years, I was alone. I missed you." He finished lamely, unable to put into words just how much he had missed his partner. There was very little that they had not shared over the years.
"I know." There was a long pause, before Kitt attempted to change the subject. "You asked me yesterday if I was comfortable with the idea of going after KARR. What about you? Are you going to be able to think straight when you face Georgie's murderer?"
Michael thought about that. KARR had hurt and killed so many people during his existence, and they all mattered; they all deserved justice. But everything KARR did served his one dominant program. So could he be blamed for his actions? It was the same for Kitt. His actions, albeit only up to a point, were dictated by his dominant program to protect human life, specifically Michael's life. But unlike KARR, Kitt had developed the ability to think situations through exceptionally quickly, and to draw a conclusion of his own, rather than blindly follow his programming. He had had to develop that skill. Because as they found out one night, many years ago, in a given situation, his programming could lead to a paradox. And that was dangerous for both of them.

** flashback **

It would be later that Michael would start to wonder, because at the time everything happened too fast for him to work it out. He had walked into a trap; it was as simple as that. Kitt had warned him. His partner had not trusted Carrie from the moment they had met her. But Michael had had little choice but to act on the information she had given to him; it was their only lead and Devon was threatening to take them off the case if they did not come up with something soon.

The apartment was on the ground floor of the modern building. It was all tinted glass and gleaming metal frames. The front door lock code that Carrie had given to him worked, and the key she had slipped into his hand fitted the lock. The moment he turned the key, several baffling things happened. He remembered a sound, rising quickly in pitch. Then at the moment he saw the ball of flames, and heard the explosion that had caused it, he also heard a sound from behind him; an engine revving at a frightening speed, and an almighty shattering of glass and screeching of metal folding against metal. There was a sensation of flying. Then he handed, and just before the heat became unbearable, everything went away.

In comparison, Kitt's memories of the events were accurate in every detail. He had been suspicious of Carrie from the start, and he started the engine and shifted into gear the moment Michael was out of earshot. Just in case, he had told himself. He monitored everything around them. He had scanned the apartment for people, when Michael had asked him to. And now he scanned for other things. His signal to Michael's comlink had been drowned out by the bomb exploding. He had never accelerated so fast in his life. He crashed in through the double entrance doors in time to see Michael land a few feet from him. He continued forward in one fluid motion until Michael's unconscious form was beneath the car, protected from the flames and heat that were becoming almost unbearable.

Kitt notified the fire crew and paramedics, then he called Devon. After that, there was not much that he could do. His meagre supply of CO2 and water was not going have much of an effect on the intense blaze now burning around them. He continuously monitored Michael's vital signs. And then he heard screaming. A quick scan showed him a young man trapped at the end of the corridor. He was calling out, not moving, bunched up dangerously in one corner. Kitt raised the volume of his voice and told the man in no uncertain terms that he had to break into one of the nearest apartments and get out of one of the windows. But the man was too scared by now to move of his own accord. Kitt fought with his programming. He had to try to save the man's life - he was programmed to do so. But moving would mean Michael's death. Without a doubt. And that was unacceptable. Desperately he tried to find a solution, all the while repeating his order to the stranger.

They were the longest seven minutes of his life. When the fire crews finally managed to put out the flames, and the paramedics got to the injured, the man in the corridor was dead. Michael was taken to hospital, but discharged after only a few hours. Kitt's lightening reaction had saved his life. But all was not well. Michael ignored his doctor's orders - not for the first time - and stayed up that night with his distraught partner, trying to help him make sense of what he called, 'a bitter waste of human life'. Kitt had managed to make himself feel responsible for not finding the explosive earlier, for not being forceful enough in his commands to the stranger, for not being able to save both men. Michael had been in so much of a hurry to get in and out of the apartment they had only completed a cursory scan. There were no answers. Michael could only be there as proof that Kitt had done the right thing, and had obeyed his dominant program. That was all anyone could do.

** end flashback **

"To tell you the truth, Kitt," he replied eventually, "I think I may need your help when we face off with KARR. At least we both want the same thing."
"Yes. Any trace of KARR wiped off this earth."

It was a while before either spoke again. The Semi would not be at the meeting place for another couple of hours. Michael started the engine and took control, moving the car further away from the road, into one of the mountain passes. When he stopped again, they both took in the breath-taking scenery.
"It is so beautiful out here," Kitt said softly. "It's so peaceful; so different from the cities we've been chasing through."
Michael smiled. He remembered the first time he had heard Kitt talk like this; finding beauty in the world around him. His partner no longer surprised him. He still amazed him though, no longer through his mere existence, but the humanity he found within himself.
"Have I ever told you," Michael started gently, "how beautiful you are?"
The question surprised them both, but Kitt only replied, "Once."

Once. For a long time afterward, whenever he had thought about that evening, he had became embarrassed. Now, though, he could only be glad that it was something they had shared. Just one more experience held between them, or maybe something very special. He wasn't even sure how Kitt had looked upon their relationship back then. He suspected that his partner would just have accepted it anyway it was, as long as they were together.

Michael let his mind wonder back to that particular evening. Christmas Eve. He and Kitt had gone out to indulge in a spot of star gazing, and to exchange gifts. It was the year Kitt had given him the St Christopher pendant he loved so very much. As they had sat together in the darkness of the Nevada landscape, far from the road, far from civilisation, the warmth and love between them could almost be touched.

"It was always going to happen, wasn't it?" Michael mused quietly. "We spent so much time together, shared everything else."
"You always tried to justify it." There was no accusation in Kitt's tone, just a knowing frown.
"I know. And I know I shouldn't."
"Did you miss me?"

Michael let out a deep sigh. He knew Kitt wasn't talking about the aching pain that he had lived with for two years. Kitt was talking about something else, a side to the sentient computer that no one else had ever spoken to. "Yes. When I let myself."

It hadn't been an attraction, more a fascination with possibilities. Kitt's voice had soothed Michael in times of worry, comforted him in times of sorrow, cheered him when he was down. It was the most familiar sound in the world to him. And when the conversation had turned that evening, everything had happened so naturally, that it just seemed right.

Even down to the cigarette; the first time Kitt had seen him smoke.

There was a conspiratorial smile in Kitt's voice when he started to remind Michael of what had happened. "I remember telling you of the changes Steve had made... to the gear shift." His voice dipped to a whisper. "I remember your fingers the first time you touched me... just curious, fascinated by the idea. It was the first time I had actually felt you touching me, so new back then, such a new idea."

Michael smiled, his face flushing as he spoke. "I remember your voice, the subtle changes. I hadn't even noticed that you'd done it. You just sounded... so sensual.... And I realised what I was doing, what you were saying... how it was making me feel. I couldn't believe what was happening, or what I suddenly knew was going to happen. But I wanted you there and then, with a strength I’ve never felt before. I hadn't ever even thought about it, hadn't even considered the possibility. But in that moment that I did, it was the single, most exciting thing I could imagine."
"If I was human, I'd be blushing."
"You? Embarrassed? After what you started?" Michael smiled warmly. He could remember that night in minute detail. The warmth of the car, the sensual edge to Kitt's soft voice, the heated desire that had coursed through his veins.

Kitt had asked him what it felt like, to be touching him so intimately. The question had been unexpected, but not unwanted. And Michael had answered honestly.

** flashback **

"I don't know Kitt... it's... exciting."
"Tell me how it makes you feel, what it does to you."
 "...I can't describe it."
"Then show me."

** end flashback **

For a single moment, Michael had not understood what Kitt was asking him for. Then he had realised.

** flashback **

The heat flared up within him. Hell, his jeans were getting too damn tight, he was starting to ache. He looked around him and noted that Kitt had darkened the windows, even thought the chance of them getting any company was practically non-existent. "Kitt, are you sure about this?"

"I want to see you, Michael. I want to know what all these women find so irresistible about you." Michael swallowed hard. He realised his fingers were gripped around Kitt's gearshift with alarming pressure. He lightened his grip, but the moment he did so, Kitt spoke up.
"No, Michael, don't. Your fingers... feel incredible."
"But... I must be hurting you...."
"You can't hurt me." A lower, almost darker, tone entered his voice. "But you're very welcome to try."

Michael believed he could almost hear his heart pounding. In a single motion, he released his hold on Kitt and folded his arms at the base of his sweater, pulling it off over his head.  The cool air in the car felt needed on his heated skin; it felt fantastic and thrilling and most of all, forbidden. He gazed at Kitt's voice panel. "I can't believe you can be like this."

The car had no answer for that, and Michael smiled. He returned his right hand to Kitt's gearshift, while his left drifted to his zipper. "Can I... do this for you?"
"I don't know," Kitt's voice was laced with sexual challenge. "Can you?"

Michael couldn't stand being trapped in the confines of his own clothing for another minute. With perfected ease, he released himself, displaying his cock and balls for his partner. Kitt gave a pleasured hum. "Michael, you're gorgeous." Michael let his eyes drift closed, let his fingers close around himself.

"Talk to me, Kitt, please. I need to hear you."
"And I need to feel you. Now."
The idea formed in Michael's head, created by Kitt's order. Michael shifted over, straddling the low central panel. Roughly, he pushed the sheathing down from Kitt's gearshift, revealing the skin-like sensor net that his partner's strange technician had created. It felt smooth and warm, and slightly malleable.

"Kitt...."
"Now, Michael. Do it."
Michael shifted close to his partner, and pressed himself against the gearshift, wrapping both his hands around he and Kitt, joining them within his firm grip. With agonising slowness, torturing himself, he dragged his nails down both hard shafts. His action brought forth a triumphant cry from his partner. "Oh yeah.... You like that Kitt? You like it rough?"

Kitt was almost beyond speech. He hadn't expected this from Michael, hadn't believed that Michael could possibly find him sexually attractive. But he could feel the human organ pressed hotly against his own shaft, and he could feel a heat in his circuits that was overwhelming all other functions until those sensors had his total and undivided attention.

Michael took a deep gulp of air. He knew this was something they shouldn't be doing; but he could feel a new awareness of his partner growing within his soul. This was an experience that was going to bond them together for life. This was something no one else knew.  He allowed all his hidden feelings, jealousies and desires to come to the front of his mind; how he felt every time he looked at Kitt, how pride and possessiveness always battled within him; the intense quality of the stings he experienced each time he saw another technician under Kitt's hood. This was a part of Kitt they couldn't touch. This was a part of him even Michael had not been aware of.

Michael pressed his thumb into the base of his cock and pushed it up the entire length, letting his own cry of pleasure mingle with his partner's utterances. "Yeah, Kitt..." He gripped them both firmly, scraping his fingernails over Kitt's shaft with deliberate cruelty. Kitt let out a sharp yell that dissolved into a low moan as the sensations swept through his circuits. Michael smiled. Maybe this was a part of himself he hadn't been aware of either.

There was a small part of his mind that still could not believe he was doing this. Sex with a car - it sounded like some kinky fantasy people would read about in top-shelf magazines. Maybe this was a kinky fantasy that had been lurking in the back of his mind for a long time. Or maybe it was just in the heat of the moment. Or maybe there was a deeper reason; maybe he just, for once, wanted to be physically close to his partner. Whatever the reason, he felt exhaulted. The hard coolness of Kitt's shaft against his own, the erotic sight of his own naked chest and cock illuminated in the familiar lights of the high-tech dash, Kitt's voice, low and sensuous, placing images in his mind in ways he had never known a woman ever do.

And there were thoughts in his head, thoughts he had never before experienced; thoughts Kitt was forcing from his imagination. A phrase came into his mind from nowhere; 'I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name'. Never before had he linked sex and violence. But Kitt had been right, he couldn't hurt him, not physically. The heat of the moment was causing a reaction in Michael, one he did not recognise in himself, but one he made a decision not to shrink from.... If only....

"Kitt... I need...."
"God, Michael, do it. Do whatever you're feeling, please.... Give yourself to me. I want to know you inside and out...."
With a releasing cry, Michael gripped them tighter and thrust hard, up through his own hands, against his willing partner. Kitt moaned joyfully. "Yes, Michael, yes...."

Again, Michael raked his nails down the two shafts, forcing cries of hotly felt pain from both of them. Then, with a show of absolute willpower, he pulled back slightly, letting himself go. He stayed close, the tip of his aching cock bouncing lightly against the base of the hard shaft before it. With a feral groan, he sadistically scraped both sets of nails up Kitt's entire length, bathing in the scream that drove through the car. "Michael!"

"Kitt... tell me, talk to me."
"Again," there was a breathless quality to Kitt's roughened voice. "Again." Michael obliged, this time going upwards with his fingernails, back down with his thumbnails, yanking the cries from his partner.

"Now you, I want to see you, I want to hear you cry out for me." Unconsciously licking his lips, Michael wrapped one hand around his cock, and cupped one under his balls, squeezing lightly. He started to pump himself with maddening slowness. His head thrown back, he tightened his grip, letting loose a cry of sweet agony. "Stop, Michael." It was an order, final proof that it was Kitt in control of this situation. "Stop."

Michael let go of himself, his face contorting in desperate hunger. "Kitt, I can't...."

"Yes you can. For me. Move closer now, I want to feel your whole length against mine." Michael did as he was told, the contact between them was more than painful.

"Now lean back, put your hands flat on the seats behind you."

Again, Michael obeyed, his movements pressing him closer to Kitt, setting himself on display more openly. "Now thrust against me... slowly... very slowly...."

Swallowing hard, Michael started to move. Whenever he attempted to speed up, to cause more friction between them, Kitt ordered him to slow down. He found himself unable - or maybe just unwilling - to challenge the authority in his partner's voice. He felt the heat throbbing in his veins.

"Kitt... you're so beautiful... so very beautiful...." His eyes closed, he knew nothing but the incredibly erotic contact between his cock and the gearshift of his car.

In contrast, Kitt was lapping up every detail; the beads of sweat coursing down Michael's finely haired chest, the incoherent mutterings, the lower tones of his partner's voice, the heat of the air within the car, the hardness pressed up against him. Every movement pushed them both closer to a point he did not understand, but one he wanted very much to reach.

"Michael, I want your hands back around me, I want to feel your nails scraping me." With a deep groan, Michael sat up, pressing his cock hard against the inviting shaft, gripping them both, holding them together, wanting for a moment just to relish in the intense pleasure. Remembering Kitt's words, he dug his thumbnails deep into the gearshift and dragged them down, leaving deep scores. Kitt's scream only made Michael want more. He started to thrust up hard against Kitt, loving every moan. On each down stroke he scraped his fingernails over the sensitive shaft of his partner, revelling in every cry. Finally, he couldn't hold on any longer, and somehow, through the overwhelming mix of agony and ecstasy, Kitt sensed Michael's release. He fought to direct some semblance of English to his voice modulator. "Come for me, Michael, come for me."

With a yell that echoed through the car, Michael erupted over his own hands, over Kitt's gearshift. In the next moment, Kitt felt the warm moisture over himself, and his circuits became a single point of pleasure, climaxing and pulsing with the heat of chaotic overload.

Michael collapsed back against the cool leather of the driver's seat as Kitt's systems slowly came back into line. "Jesus, Kitt."

Kitt remained silent, and Michael noticed the dash was darker than usual. "Kitt?" He reached out to gently touch the voice panel.

"Michael.... I don't know what to say."
Michael smiled. "Don't you go all quiet and shy on me now. Not after that." He softened his tone. "You're incredible."
"Thank you. You're quite amazing yourself."

Michael closed his eyes, bathing in the afterglow of pleasure. "Kitt," he murmured after a while. "Please tell me that this is one piece of hardware that didn't get tested in the lab."
"Only before installation, I promise you. You're..." he hesitated, and a smile came into his voice. "You're my first."

Michael nodded. It was a thought that had already entered his mind; one that thrilled him. He reached over into the back seat and opened his over-night bag, taking the towel from inside. Carefully, he cleaned himself, and then lent forward to wipe the gearshift. He made sure to be gentle, peering closely at the deep scores he had made in the sensor net. He must have hurt his partner.

"Are you really okay?"
"Yes. A little... blurred." It was the closest Kitt could find to describe his feelings. "I've never experienced anything quite like that..."
"Well, you're not alone there." Michael threw the towel onto the back seat, and dressed himself, putting his shirt on, but leaving it unbuttoned. He had a feeling that he couldn't suddenly turn shy on Kitt either. Still, there was a moment's silence between them.

With infinite care, he pulled the sheathing back up over the gearshift, covering Kitt, hoping it would help.
"Michael, what happens now?"
Michael smiled understandingly. "Pal, this doesn't have to change anything between us. That was one of the most intense experiences of my whole life. And I wouldn't object to it happening again sometime, if you're okay with that."
"I'm more than okay with it." There was deep affection in Kitt's now soft tones. So different from only minutes before. So human.
"I'm glad about that." Michael ensured his own voice betrayed the deepening of his feelings after what they had just shared. "You bring out something in me... that I didn't know was there. And that means a lot to me. Especially because it was you who brought it out."

"I never thought... I would enjoy... the pain...."
"Hey, come on, it's nothing to be ashamed or afraid of. I imagine that for you, the more intense the sensation, the greater the experience." Michael pushed off his shoes and pulled his legs up under him, curling in the seat until he was sitting close to the dash, arm wrapped lovingly around the steering wheel. "Talk to me, Kitt. Tell me what it is you're feeling. I didn't ever want to hurt you."
"You didn't." Kitt responded quickly. "It's just a part of me that seems almost alien... I'm having trouble equating it with the rest of who I believe I am."
"You can't equate it. What we do in the heat of sexual passion doesn't define who we are. You're safe with me, I promise. I will never do anything to you that you don't want. I'd just like to... explore this side of myself further. And I'd like to do that with you."

** end flashback **

But they hadn't. For one reason or another. Now, as Michael sat thinking back on that one very special evening, he wished that they had. Maybe it would have made things easier. Or maybe Michael would have simply pulled away from Kitt with more ferocity that he had done. If that was possible. They hadn't avoided the subject, it just never came up. Or that's what he told himself now. But Kitt had never thrown it back at him, never used it in their rows that followed his meeting Georgie.
"Thanks, Kitt," Michael whispered lovingly. Somehow knowing, but not knowing how, Kitt understood. "I've always loved you. Please, remember that."

Michael smiled, idly touching the gear shift in this new car. Kitt stopped the unexpected signal the instant it was sent.

It was almost as if both of them caught their breath. Michael could sense the surprise of his partner, and he knew immediately what had happened. He drew his fingers back suddenly, a chill slicing through the warmth of the car. "Oh God...."
"Michael, I...."

Michael had closed his eyes, trying to swallow down on the emotion that had suddenly overwhelmed him. He took a deep breath before he attempted to speak. "I know... I have no right...."
"Nothing happened, I promise you." Michael could hear the sorrow in Kitt's tone. "He tried.... I shut down all the perceptors." Michael stared at the voice panel for a long while, before he reached out to stroke it gently. There was stony hatred in his voice when he eventually found it. "I'm going to kill him."
 "It was an accident, Michael."

Michael desperately wanted to yell at Kitt. But he didn't have the right. He had provided the entrance that Paul had used. Instead, he opened the car door and got out, taking a couple of steps across away from Kitt before stopping and breathing in the fresh air. He heard the familiar hum as the engine started up, and turned, suddenly afraid that Kitt would leave him standing here. But his partner was slowly coming toward him, lights off, the scanner tracking back and forth slowly; eerie in the darkness.

"You keep trying to protect him," Michael said quietly.
"I can't see that he did anything wrong."
"I know... I guess...."
"You're jealous."
Michael sat down on the warm hood, absently stroking his palm across the smooth finish. He sighed. "I'm sorry. It's just... you'd always been mine, I've never had to share you before."
"You don't have to now. And you certainly don't have to apologise. It's flattering that you still feel... something."
"I feel an awful lot, maybe more than before because I know what it is to live without you. I missed you as a friend, and a partner. I missed you because you'd always been there. Only very late at night, and only very rarely, did I let myself think about what else you were to me."
"Why?"
"Because I hadn't got the right."
Kitt stopped the engine. "You're placing me too highly."
He tried to speak as gently as he could. "Don't, Kitt. Please. Don't underestimate what you mean to me." He sighed. "This isn't go to be an easy road, is it, Partner?  Sometimes I just wish we could return to how things were without having to face the devil first."
Kitt's voice panel lit up. "Are you talking about KARR or Paul?"
Michael smiled, despite himself. "I don't know."
"I can assure you that KARR isn't the devil. Although he does seem immortal sometimes. And as for Paul, he's just a human being."
"There is the real danger that Paul knows everything about this car, including its weaknesses."
"We have tested everything over and over again." Kitt tried to reassure. Michael nodded. He knew that was why Bonnie was continuously re-checking everything; because Paul had designed this body, and maybe Paul had planned for this particular eventuality.

There were also the unknown dangers. People got unpredictable under pressure. At least, Michael knew in his heart, he could still trust Kitt w