Contained
By elfin
Hannibal finds Face still on deck, perched on his
rusty metal stool
behind the table, sliding the red plastic cups around through
interconnected figures of eight, the half-finished bottles of Bud and
empty cans of Pepsi at his elbows, dejection on his usually smiling
face; it doesn’t sit well there, doesn’t suit him.
As he pulls a stool up from where the others have
discarded them,
scratching the metal feet across the deck, Face pauses in his cup
shuffling, fingers resting on the base of one, other palm flat on the
metal surface. He says, “I’m not you, Boss.”
It’s what Murdock said to him, it’s why he’s sought
Face out this late
in the game. The phrase isn’t typical of his comrade, his friend; it’s
lacking his usual confidence and that does not bode well.
“No, you’re not,” he assures, “I’m better looking.”
But his only reward
is a bark of feigned amusement and the humour doesn’t breach the worry
in the piercing eyes. He lets the smile slide from his face. “Don’t
doubt yourself, Kid.”
Face shakes his head as he goes back to moving the
cups but he does
look up, looks directly at him. “It’s a ludicrous plan, even by our
standards.”
Hannibal nods. “Yes it is. And that’s why it will
work, because they
won’t be expecting it. They never do.”
“Pike knows us.”
“He doesn’t. He just thinks he does.”
Face leans forward. “This isn’t your plan but you
still think it’s
going to work?”
“Of course!” He tries again. “You were taught by the
best.”
Face sighs and sits back, rubbing his palms on the
rounded metal edge
of the table. So Hannibal reaches over for two Bud bottles and moves
them through the cups, mimicking the trick, finally making Face smile
even if it looks as though it’s being dragged out of him. Shaking his
head, he reaches out and snatches one of the bottles, waiting for
Hannibal to do the same, knocking them together before they drain the
flat lager.
Then Hannibal sits up and lifts each cup in turn
until he finds the
three small silver balls under the final one and sets it back, starting
a slow switcheroo. He slides them across the table top almost lovingly,
each move smooth, crossing and uncrossing his wrists, lining them up
before starting again.
He stops when Face puts a hand on top of his. Not
choosing a cup. Not
locating the ball. This is something different and it only lasts for a
split second. Then he sits back and Hannibal does too.
“You know they’re not just going to reinstate us,
right?” He’s not
looking at him again, and this time it’s because he’s telling Hannibal
something he already knows. A rhetorical question followed by a silent
one that isn’t.
Hannibal hesitates. “I’ve been a soldier my whole
life. Even when I was
a kid. It’s all I ever wanted to be.” He’s glad Face isn’t looking at
him, glad he isn’t seeing the emotion he’s barely had under control
since Morrison blew up. “I don’t know how to be anything else.”
It’s an admission he’s never made to anyone before
and he doesn’t
expect anything back, but Face remains silent for so long he thinks
this heart-to-heart is over and he’s half way to his feet when he
hears, “We’re a unit. We’ll always be a unit, just the four of us.
Doesn’t matter if it’s in the military or in spite of it.”
He sits back down and smiles, reaching out his hand,
palm to one side,
as Face leans forward and brushes the tips of his fingers over the tips
of Hannibal’s. Then he makes a noise, like a hum at the back of his
throat, and goes back to the trick with the cups and the balls.
~
Murdock sleeps soundlessly, folded into a right
angle in the open
entrance of the container filled with disembowelled dolls. Hannibal
envies him. They’re trained to sleep anywhere, to grab rest whenever a
safe opportunity presents itself. But it isn’t the upcoming mission –
the next suicidal plan – keeping him awake as the carrier ploughs on
towards the port.
This time he finds Face in a container they’ve
emptied for their own
purposes. There’s a torch hanging on a nail that BA shot into the metal
wall and it’s swaying with a movement of the ship he can’t feel. Face
is further into the gloom, sitting with his back against the side of
the container, knees bent, filing his nails with a brand new battery
powered sander.
He doesn’t acknowledge Hannibal until he’s sitting
opposite. Then he
dumps the sander and lets one leg slide down until it’s flush with the
floor, dropping his hands to his sides. For a long time they sit in an
old, familiar silence but he knows Face will bore of it sooner or
later, he always did, and true to form finally his head tilts to the
right and he says, “It’s been a long time.”
Hannibal nods. “Yes, it has.” He smiles as Face
smiles, and finally
shifts towards him, reaching for him, fingers tangling in the edges of
the green T-shirt’s neckline and pulling him forward. They close the
gap in a mess of limbs, their mouths clash together and a well-worn
fight resumes.
~
Murdock knows the moment he sets eyes on them,
somehow he’s always
known. The first time his eyes went wide and he covered his mouth and
didn’t speak for a month. This time he lets out a burst of laughter
without a word being said which alerts BA to them and the big man just
groans and rolls his eyes.
“I thought you’d given up?” he asks, like Hannibal
is a cigarette and
Face is an addict. Or maybe it’s the other way around.
“Me too,” is all Face says in response. Hannibal
looks at him, raises
his eyebrow but can’t think of anything appropriate to say. He never
can afterwards.